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Whoa - major temptation right now. Nope.

Day 30 - Oh yeah, bad phrasing. And not posting for a couple days. I did not relapse, but I was hitting a low. Parenting and teaching...

Day 27 - TY TryingHarder. All about finding that balance between taking care responsibility and pursuing things I find personally...

Day 26 - back to work!

Day 25 - my wife is outta town for the weekend. Another great justification for porn foiled by my desire to be a better version of...

Day 23 - and…last night it turns out my 10 year old son made a racist joke at soccer practice. Nothing like an existential crisis...

Day 22 - I am a teacher and I’ve had enough of lesson planning. I love the students, but starting to feel like I’m not able to connect...

Super tired and unmotivated at work today. I went for a hike this afternoon and kinda felt like I was perving out when I saw pretty...

Day 20. Pretty worn down today. Had some trouble sleeping last night. No desire to lazily look at the female figure.

Wait…I’m not glad I failed on my previous attempt. Well, I guess I’m glad I at least tried and failed rather than coming into this quit...

Hey - it’s 9:40 in the PM and this is the first time that my porn addiction even crossed my mind. Wasn’t a craving, just a “oh shit, I...

@Zeile - mate, you are not alone. I won’t give you my sob story but not only are there some good people on here trying to change...

Thanks DM. I appreciate the support. It really helps to know I’m not alone. I don’t think it’s 100% clicked yet, but I feel close to...

Hey @Zeile, stay strong, you can do this, there are lot of people rooting for you and here to support it what way possible.

I was researching withdrawals yesterday. Only had a couple cravings but I will stay aware of hitting low points or flatlining. I can be...