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    I want to live.

    Keep your head up man. Hope everything gets better for you soon. Rooting for you
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    Moving Forward In This Reboot

    Day 9 This morning was easier. Normal morning wood and it didn’t last long. This afternoon has been tough. Felt like I should write to keep my motivation up and not haing to write Day 0 tomorrow. I still want to succeed with this journey by not reverting back to porn but I have been having...
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    Moving Forward In This Reboot

    Day 8 1 week in and still going strong with No PMO OR MO. Last couple of days I Definitely had some strong urges. Tried to keep my mind cleared to where it wouldn’t lead me to wanting to do anything. NRB are occurring which doesn’t help with keeping my mind focus. In all been struggling but...
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    Moving Forward In This Reboot

    Day 6 Excited to write day 7 tomorrow and say I am I week in of no PMO or MO.
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    Moving Forward In This Reboot

    Day 5 Yesterday went good again. At night I got a little urge to MO, but didn’t last long Today day 5 I have had big urges to MO. My triggers right now are morning woods. Last couple of days I have been able to pass through them. This morning lasted longer than usual. Thinking this is my...
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    Moving Forward In This Reboot

    Day 3 Writing for yesterday and hopefully I will write tonight to stay up on my days on here. Feeling good about this change and would of messed up already if it wasn’t for this journal. Thanks for all the encouragement and time from you all. Still going strong and no urges today! Been...
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    Embracing the Future

    👊🏼👊🏼👊🏼
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    Moving Forward In This Reboot

    Unfortunately, I have been a coward for 12 years of knowing my wife and I have never confessed to her when I PMO. Like you, I’m moving forward this week. Hopefully I will never have to be a coward again or ever have to confess to her I have watched porn today.
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    Moving Forward In This Reboot

    Day 2 Did pretty well yesterday. Morning was tough for a moment, but remembered to stay focused. Had a couple of moments where I wanted to MO and my focus came back like it did in the morning. After almost messing up the 2nd time, I came on here and started reading. Weirdly it helped when...
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    Embracing the Future

    I feel ya man. I can relate quite well on what you are going through. I Just started writing myself. Was going to do the same thing and begin writing in notebook and I can across these forums. I definitely need to write, but also need the encouragement on staying on track (which already I have...
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    Man_in_30s_trying_to_quit_from_last_10years

    Keep being focused brother! You got this
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    Moving Forward In This Reboot

    Day 2…….Day 1 This isn’t my first time trying to quit porn. Typically I go without watching porn for a few weeks/ maybe a month, then say just “one more time”. Then that one more turns into an hour of viewing and then the watching another the next day and so on. I’m sure y’all know this drill...
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    Moving Forward In This Reboot

    Thank you!!
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    Moving Forward In This Reboot

    Thanks man!
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    Moving Forward In This Reboot

    @astralon thank you brother
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