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So being in UK has not gone to plan of late, been trying to get some work done on myself and never seem to be able to. Either working to much or helping others. I really hope I can work on my own shit. Lately I have been focused and with no urges or craving, problem is my wife always seems to be...

Still all quiet, my wife will not even talk to me after I went back to UK to get family support, this has made me extremely depressed. I feel my marriage has ended, I can to UK to better myself and instead I feel it has created the end. I have been clean for months and have been wanting to...

Well, been really busy with work and to be honest I have not even been interested in porn, sexual content, nothing at all which I find very refreshing. I was slowly talking with my wife but once again she has gone on a rampage and just do not want to accept that I am working hard on myself as...

Good to hear you are staying strong and in control, well done and keep up the good work my friend.

Good for you. Congrats

I have been struggling to love my self for a long time, that is why I decided to travel to UK to be with family, been here for a week and started to feel a little better knowing I actually have some support and people to talk to.

Hey @Zeile, stay strong, you can do this, there are lot of people rooting for you and here to support it what way possible.

Hey all, sorry for not writing, have been in the UK for the past week visiting family, extremely busy settling and working on myself a little and in my business. Been feeling good in myself after finally getting to talk to my family a little about what is going on in my life, good news I have...

Well something good happened and then a big negative bringing myself and partner closer. I have a friend visiting from the UK and he has been very helpful to talk to. After talking with him I feel so much carmer which is huge relief and my wife has noticed as well, still having no urges or...

Well today I actually got to talk and have dialect with my wife but after some hours we began to get more and more frustrated which ended in a huge arguement, she decided to leave to her parents leaving me alone at home. I finally got my ticket to the UK with some nervousness but hey it is...

So today has been a bit of a emotional day for me, for reasons unknown I had a horrible breakdown of guilt, sadness and memories. I had a therapy session and it was very deep. I am still processing it myself but I will be writing more about it very soon.

Good for you Marco_60. Keep up the good work and stay strong. Glad you beginning to feel like your own self again.

Hope you get to that jogging you've been wanting.

So still having a lot of Ups and downs with my wife which is understandable although I feel I am always being judged or critised. Anyway, still not organised my trip to UK since I have been helping my wife's family with appointments but hopefully in the next few day I will be booked and ready...

Thank you so much @Phineas 808 I am going to work on a lot of things while I am in the UK. Hopefully come back a much better person since the last few years I feel like I have lost my identity as a person.

So still been extremely active and in control of all temptations. Been feeling a lot better in myself along the way which make me feel so much better in myself. My wife is bearing with me a little more and we have been talking more expecially about some worries or issues that she has. I still...

I perfectly agree, I cannot expect her to be nice to me, that would avoid the point of trying to beat the addiction and problem.

So glad you had another good day Freerider. Keep up the amazing work and posting, nice to see positive comments.

So today started well, been working on projects so no time for any of this addiction shit. The problem lately is that I have been getting extremely lost and emotional about family, this is why I am thinking of travelling to visit them and work on some of my issues that I have been having...