Another story - probably the same as everyone else

GBS

GBS

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Blondie said:
Those numbers are getting damn high my friend. Just a few days till 800, amazing. Keep shooting for the stars.
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Thanks @Blondie - this may be unhelpful to followers but nearly 800 days in I do still feel like I am fighting a bit. Not with that constant battle of the two parts of my brain, just in being super wary of anything that could derail the progress. But, and it’s an important “but”, I have a lot of experience of the flatlines, and the strong urges, and the bite your knuckles off moments, and knowing they can be countered is enough actually to counter them straight off the bat. ”Don’t go there, you know it will make the next few hours/days very hard”….”Ok….I won’t”

Thanks again, mate. The struggle never ends, but it does get easier.

792 days sober
19 days no MO.

Slightly more intimacy yesterday. Wife said it was hard for her, but she declared she was ok afterwards. A good day.
 
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