Urination problems got a bit worse again for some reason, but still nothing dramatic. On the other hand i made some progress with studying. I got the news, that I passed the exam, i have had a few weeks ago. In contrast to a few months ago i am a lot happier. I feel a lot of determination to make the last big push and to get my life on a good track.
Good job on the exam! Keep it up, you’ve got nice things ahead of you. Once you’re done with school and you find a job, you’ll find your life more interesting, no doubt about that. And when you date again, that will be fun too. Yeah, good things ahead of you, man.
I have been using daily Cialis for two weeks, and it works very well. I’m very satisfied with it, I can have sex regularly without having to plan it, it’s cool. You’re still using it every other day? It’s a very good medication to help a man start having sex again after a while.
I wanted to recommend a few books. I don’t know if you like to read, but I found great things in those books that helped me realize a few things about myself:
No More Mr.Nice Guy, by Robert A. Glover (similar ideas than in the book
The Demise of Guys: Why Boys Are Struggling and What We Can Do about It, which is often discussed on this forum, but the one I recommend was written by a therapist, and is a self-help book, not a sociological work). According to that book, most of us are behaving like "nice guys", which isn’t a very good thing: because of the way we see life, we’re not leaving fully, and we’re afraid of many, many things. The books makes you realize things about you, and suggests ways to stop behaving like a nice guy. An amazing book.
You Are The Placebo - making your mind matter, by Joe Dispenza. A good book about the neurology of thinking. It shows you what happens in your brain when the same ideas are constantly on your mind, and it shows how to avoid blocking your potential with negative and repetitive thinking. Really interesting book.