I'm Kyle Buttler - Road to reboot

Day 59,

Woke up with a good MW. Then got a strong bonner hours later thinking on girls. 7 days from the last update and I still feeling the same way.

Thanks!

IM NOT A PUPPET, MY MIND IS NOT MY MASTER!!!
 
Day 62,

Last monday night i took a tadalafil pill (5mg) just to check how it would work on my body and got a strong erection, but still lose it while standing up (no losing it all but i went from 90% to 70%). Yesterday I touched myself like M for just some secs but i didnt cum, i instantly quit. Today morning I got another good bonner but its due to the pill. I dont know if its good or not. I just want to test my body.

IM NOT A PUPPET, MY MIND IS NOT MY MASTER!!!
 

DLS184

Member
Hey man and welcome to the forum!
Honestly, the idea of porn inducing ED isn't widely known in my country (germany), too, I would bet. I haven't been to a doc so I can't say for sure, but the problems P bring to people is nothing people or the media talk about. They're all still like "it's just normal" etc.
Pretty sad.
Ein Bro aus dem selben Land 💪🏼
 

DLS184

Member
Day 62,

Last monday night i took a tadalafil pill (5mg) just to check how it would work on my body and got a strong erection, but still lose it while standing up (no losing it all but i went from 90% to 70%). Yesterday I touched myself like M for just some secs but i didnt cum, i instantly quit. Today morning I got another good bonner but its due to the pill. I dont know if its good or not. I just want to test my body.

IM NOT A PUPPET, MY MIND IS NOT MY MASTER!!!
Congratulations for 62 days, that’s amazing Bro
I read your journey and your development is great Bro, but damn… stop taking Pills!! Your body is changing, you have only thing to now. Your mindset have to be change, recovery means that your be erected by real women and feel your libido.. To take viagra is not the solution
 
Day 68,

I think im waking up almost all days with a MW. I think its good. Yesterday my balls started annoying me a bit.
Then I got a msg from a girl that she wants to meet me in 2 days. I started M while standing up to see my pennis reaction but it didnt move n also i thought I was about to cum with it dead. So i instantly stopped. I think this is part of the flatline, 100% abstinence but my body wont react.

What you think guys is it normal that it doesnt even move?. Should i meet the girl?. Im a bit worried.

IM NOT A PUPPET, MY MIND IS NOT MY MASTER!!!
 

canguro

Active Member
I think that's something only you can decide...it depends =D

How would a bad outcome affect you?
How good do you know her?
Would it be an option to tell her if you fail?
Take some tadalafil if you feel like you need it.
I don't really know how it works, but every help is good, isn't it?
And I think most important: How convident do you feel?

PS: If you think a fail wouldnt throw you back totally, you should go for it. But at the same time chances are high it won't be the greatest experience. But it won't get ever better without going through it.
 

DLS184

Member
Day 68,

I think im waking up almost all days with a MW. I think its good. Yesterday my balls started annoying me a bit.
Then I got a msg from a girl that she wants to meet me in 2 days. I started M while standing up to see my pennis reaction but it didnt move n also i thought I was about to cum with it dead. So i instantly stopped. I think this is part of the flatline, 100% abstinence but my body wont react.

What you think guys is it normal that it doesnt even move?. Should i meet the girl?. Im a bit worried.

IM NOT A PUPPET, MY MIND IS NOT MY MASTER!!!
Greets from Germany ✌🏼I’m in the same situation like you Bro
If the girl is more then an ONS talk to her, that’s important
I’m at day 57 or 60, I stopped to count 😅
2 weeks I got the ability to have sex and now my mind says “yes” and my body says after 2-3min “nope”
To recover means to have up and downs, I started 3 days ago to train my pelvic floor, while I’m in this down phase

Don’t give up👌
 
Greets from Germany ✌🏼I’m in the same situation like you Bro
If the girl is more then an ONS talk to her, that’s important
I’m at day 57 or 60, I stopped to count 😅
2 weeks I got the ability to have sex and now my mind says “yes” and my body says after 2-3min “nope”
To recover means to have up and downs, I started 3 days ago to train my pelvic floor, while I’m in this down phase

Don’t give up👌
Pelvic floor excercises?. What is that?. Is it working for you?
I think that's something only you can decide...it depends =D

How would a bad outcome affect you?
How good do you know her?
Would it be an option to tell her if you fail?
Take some tadalafil if you feel like you need it.
I don't really know how it works, but every help is good, isn't it?
And I think most important: How convident do you feel?

PS: If you think a fail wouldnt throw you back totally, you should go for it. But at the same time chances are high it won't be the greatest experience. But it won't get ever better without going through it.
Thanks a lot for the words. I'v asked same questions on my head before and you asking me the same means im on the right way of thinking (or at least we both think the same). I dont know if I'm ready or not, but if i dont try i would never know (thats a fact). So, I'll go for it. Putting my body to the bullets.
 

DLS184

Member
Pelvic floor excercises?. What is that?. Is it working for you?

Thanks a lot for the words. I'v asked same questions on my head before and you asking me the same means im on the right way of thinking (or at least we both think the same). I dont know if I'm ready or not, but if i dont try i would never know (thats a fact). So, I'll go for it. Putting my body to the bullets.
I don’t wanna lie to you, I don’t whether it’s helpful
I read a lot about this and every page says, that results coming after weeks and I started 2 days ago
And you asked what this is, these exercises increase your muscle(for example muscles which are combined with your penis) in your pelvic floor and strengthen your under back (I hope this is the right word, I can’t find a word for this 😅)
And this part of your body ist damn important for your potency
 
I don’t wanna lie to you, I don’t whether it’s helpful
I read a lot about this and every page says, that results coming after weeks and I started 2 days ago
And you asked what this is, these exercises increase your muscle(for example muscles which are combined with your penis) in your pelvic floor and strengthen your under back (I hope this is the right word, I can’t find a word for this 😅)
And this part of your body ist damn important for your potency
Would you send some link of the routine u follow? I mean youtube videos or whatever haahah
 
Yesterday, after taking 10mg cialis, I could have a blowjob (which i fast cum) and then she M me. I dont think I'm cured at all. I was hard but I dont know Im not sure. Today i got a strong erection but i lost it when i stood up. Always the same. Seems there is no improve.
 

canguro

Active Member
Don't beat yourself up about it, rewiring doesn't happen like you are cured from one day to another! The most important thing is, that you don't put too much pressure on yourself or you could do more harm than good. Concentrate not on your dick but on the women! You want to rewire your arousal to physical contact and that wont happen if you are anxious and thinking about your dick constantly...
It was a great thing and a necessary step in the road to recovery! Everyone would like that their dicks work again at once, but I've seen no one here who had this experience...
 
Yesterday, after taking 10mg cialis, I could have a blowjob (which i fast cum) and then she M me. I dont think I'm cured at all. I was hard but I dont know Im not sure. Today i got a strong erection but i lost it when i stood up. Always the same. Seems there is no improve.
After this I continue relapsing. I cant stand 3 days without MO. Abstinence is dominating me a lot. I dont know what to do seriously. The good thing is that I can M n O standing up which i couldnt before. Lots of day i quit porn, n its not comming back to my life never ever again. So... I'll start no PMO Journey till today. I hope not relapse.
 

DLS184

Member
It’s ok Bro
Every reboot is difficult, some relapses are part of the journey
I don’t wanna lie to you, I had almost a relapse at the end
I don’t know which day I’m now (I stop counting 😅 75-80 should be)
All of the time I had no cravings, but last week BOOM, my mind and body went crazy
And yea I did M, this one time, but just imagine about my girl

You have to be patient and maybe you will have 1-2 relapses. But don’t be panic, everything will be good 💪🏼
 
It’s ok Bro
Every reboot is difficult, some relapses are part of the journey
I don’t wanna lie to you, I had almost a relapse at the end
I don’t know which day I’m now (I stop counting 😅 75-80 should be)
All of the time I had no cravings, but last week BOOM, my mind and body went crazy
And yea I did M, this one time, but just imagine about my girl

You have to be patient and maybe you will have 1-2 relapses. But don’t be panic, everything will be good 💪🏼
Thanks for the support bro!. I just dont think that MO is bad, i mean it exists before P (our dads n grandads use to MO surely). The problem here is the P and masturbate to it. Also is how MO is dominating us to go n do it.

Thanks a lot.
 

msp0000

Member
Day 68,

I think im waking up almost all days with a MW. I think its good. Yesterday my balls started annoying me a bit.
Then I got a msg from a girl that she wants to meet me in 2 days. I started M while standing up to see my pennis reaction but it didnt move n also i thought I was about to cum with it dead. So i instantly stopped. I think this is part of the flatline, 100% abstinence but my body wont react.

What you think guys is it normal that it doesnt even move?. Should i meet the girl?. Im a bit worried.

IM NOT A PUPPET, MY MIND IS NOT MY MASTER!!!
Hey man, I just read your story and it really resonated with me. I am only 3 weeks into my reboot journey and I relapsed last week so im only on day 7 now. I went on a date with a girl on friday and we are going out again this thursday so I am also nervous about my ability to get an erection for her.

I think the best thing you could do is just go out with her and try not to bring up sex unless she brings it up. If things do get sexual and you can't get hard you can always please her in other ways, and explain your situation afterwards. That is my plan at least!
 
Hey man, I just read your story and it really resonated with me. I am only 3 weeks into my reboot journey and I relapsed last week so im only on day 7 now. I went on a date with a girl on friday and we are going out again this thursday so I am also nervous about my ability to get an erection for her.

I think the best thing you could do is just go out with her and try not to bring up sex unless she brings it up. If things do get sexual and you can't get hard you can always please her in other ways, and explain your situation afterwards. That is my plan at least!
Sup man! well i dont know... i dont have the confidence with her to explain that i have ED... i mean it will sound weird for her and if her plan is just to have sex with u, you will be automatically discarded. But i wish the best for you there!
 
Yesterday I could have sex again after months! i took viagra as my doctor said. It gives me confidence, so im sure. The idea is to build a relation-ship n day after day take less grams of viagra. The point here is that i premature eyaculate now, i mean i dont know but im fast cumming all the time. Is it part of this reboot?. Im porn free n i wont watch it again never ever again, now i get excited by almost every girl i see on streets.
 
Day 104,

I have to come back to say thanks to everyone here. DO BELIVE IN THIS BECAUSE IT WORKS. TOTALLY WORKS.

The first of this year i was able to have sex without taking any pills. The 2nd of jaunary i had sex again. Yesterday i did too, two times. I loved it, felt so nice all along. BJ was amazing when before i felt nothing. FEEL REALLY HAPPY. If some of you want to ask me something do it, pm or here. I'll answer, but there are 2 keys here. 1) QUITTING PONG 2) TIME. In that order. Give ur brain a trully reboot. I would love to share my hole experience with anyone.

Have a good day. And a great year.

IM NOT A PUPPET, MY MIND IS NOT MY MASTER!!!
 
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