Escape, I'm going to be straight up with you man, I don't think this "porn monster" is nearly as big as you make it out to be. The "power of dopamine" is as illusion and nothing more. Sure it might make you depressed for a few sleepless nights etc., but it's just a god-damn chemical that has only as much power as you give it and nothing more.
Porn has no power over you.
"Dopamine" has no power over you.
This "modern drug" has no power over you.
The only "power" they have is when we hand our God given power over to them.
Our grandfathers didn't need porn, thus, we don't need porn.
No one fucking needs porn.
It's as worthless and vacuous as the shit you and I took this morning.
Does your shit have power over you Escape?
Because my daily shit has no power over me.
Thus, I flush it along with my porn habit right down the toilet never to be seen again.
This is a digital slap on the face from a guy who really cares and has been there many years ago. Back in the day young Blondie would "try" to quit looking at porn and day after day after day he would "fail" . Always blaming it on a "porn demon" or "Satan" or "dopamine" (the scientific Satan!) instead of looking in the mirror and realizing I was full of fucking shit and excuses. God I wish someone, anyone, especially my dad, would have kindly slapped me on the face when I was acting like a such a bitch. And I wish they would have said to me, what I just wrote to you.
The power is within yourself to quit this Escape.
You have the power to make a plan and the strategies to quit once and for all.
It's as simple as that.
Do what must be done.
I wish the best for you man, I really do.
Best
Blondie