Blondie
Respected Member
Day 261
Day 24 of no O
Hey Freedom. It definitely has been interesting and enlightening. I have seen some improvements, no "god like powers", but good results nonetheless.
1. For one thing, my concentration is better. Even after 8 months porn free, I was still having a hard time focusing on my projects or school sometimes and doing this has increased my drive and focus to be sure. Like I said, nothing "crazy" but definitely noticeable. This is amazing and a beautiful thing.
2. Emotions. I was already feeling my emotions considerably better without porn, but now even more so. If I'm mad, I will show it, and if I'm happy, you will know it! This takes a while to get use to, and I have a long ways to properly dial it in, because I have often tried to hide my emotions and deaden them.
Furthermore, I've been more assertive in my relationships too, which is great. However, yesterday I did have to apologize to my girlfriend because I said something a little more forceful than I would have previously. It wasn't what I said, it was just how I said it that surprised both of us! Again, I need to learn how to adjust this new found assertiveness.
3. Lastly, I'm definitely getting my mojo back more than I was before, or at least, speeding up the process. When I see my girl or any girl sometimes, I just get than feeling down there that I love and was missing for a long time. It's not a erection per se, just more of a general feeling in my gut - a general resurgence of my masculine vitality. Naturally, this is not a constant feeling, nor should it be, but when it's there, it's considerably better than it was a month ago. Also I should add, my sensitivity down is getting better. For example, I had forgotten that sometimes I used to get half erections with just the feeling of my sweats or clothing rubbing against my dick during the course of the day, and that's starting to happen again. I had totally forgot about this sensation after all these years of being a wanker!
Again, let's all say it together. Fuck porn!
Day 24 of no O
How has it been since you cut out O?
Hey Freedom. It definitely has been interesting and enlightening. I have seen some improvements, no "god like powers", but good results nonetheless.
1. For one thing, my concentration is better. Even after 8 months porn free, I was still having a hard time focusing on my projects or school sometimes and doing this has increased my drive and focus to be sure. Like I said, nothing "crazy" but definitely noticeable. This is amazing and a beautiful thing.
2. Emotions. I was already feeling my emotions considerably better without porn, but now even more so. If I'm mad, I will show it, and if I'm happy, you will know it! This takes a while to get use to, and I have a long ways to properly dial it in, because I have often tried to hide my emotions and deaden them.
Furthermore, I've been more assertive in my relationships too, which is great. However, yesterday I did have to apologize to my girlfriend because I said something a little more forceful than I would have previously. It wasn't what I said, it was just how I said it that surprised both of us! Again, I need to learn how to adjust this new found assertiveness.
3. Lastly, I'm definitely getting my mojo back more than I was before, or at least, speeding up the process. When I see my girl or any girl sometimes, I just get than feeling down there that I love and was missing for a long time. It's not a erection per se, just more of a general feeling in my gut - a general resurgence of my masculine vitality. Naturally, this is not a constant feeling, nor should it be, but when it's there, it's considerably better than it was a month ago. Also I should add, my sensitivity down is getting better. For example, I had forgotten that sometimes I used to get half erections with just the feeling of my sweats or clothing rubbing against my dick during the course of the day, and that's starting to happen again. I had totally forgot about this sensation after all these years of being a wanker!
Again, let's all say it together. Fuck porn!