Day 0 of not using porn
Thank you for your support
@SimonM,
@Blondie, and
@EarthWalker
But unfortunately EarthWalker, you were right - slipped today
Damn this addiction is hard to beat
I have made some progress since joining this forum
Going from PMO every week to once a month or so
But I am still feeling down about my own lack of self-control and slow progress
I need to regroup, reorganize my defenses, and think deeply about my strategy
I am really feeling now that it is not enough to say to my wife and this forum "I am not going to look at porn anymore" and hope it works out
It needs to be part of a larger strategy of changing the way I think and act
I am going to start making shorter posts while I figure out a strategy for long-term success
Probably just to update my day counter like some other members do
I may comment more if I have something to say
Also I will comment less on people's journals, but I will still read them when I need inspiration, so please keep writing in them!
I fell and the journey is taking longer than I hoped, but I am committed to this change
First goal: 24 hours