QanWaz
Member
17th day NOPO(NoPorn) Review
1. Status
Nopo Done (NoPorn)+No aimless Social Media
2. Morning wood
Yeah norm morning woods despite having wet dream but no NRBs.
3. Libido & Urges
No serious urge other than two shorts videos of female athletes on YouTube. I thought I've recovered a lot but that hit the dopamine immediately.
4. Depression & Motivation
Studied despite having very low motivation and energy. Just felt pain due to my inability to freely watch videos. Felt like I'll never be able to watch any female without having orgasm.
5. Self talk on urges
While watching the videos, I told myself that this feeling of wanting more of that is what I need to cut off. So, I did that although it was very demanding.
6. Obedience to Fast of social media and free Google
Became a bit complacent with YouTube.
7. Entertainment
Chit-chat, cards and laughters with friends.
8. Insomnia
Good night sleep last night.
9. Dreams
I saw 3 dreams last night.
1st one, Wet dream without remembering the dream.
In 2nd dream, I cut both feet of my elder brother for curing his disease and he didn't fewl the pain and showed satisfaction.
In 3rd one, my friend helped me to grab a ticket of train when I was hopeless.
10. Aftermath feeling
Although, I'm still feeling low bcz of my inability to watch videos unhampered, but, I going to keep on trucking. I'm telling myself that I don't know what would be the result but this time I'm going to stop and show myself that I'm capable of self-control.
1. Status
Nopo Done (NoPorn)+No aimless Social Media
2. Morning wood
Yeah norm morning woods despite having wet dream but no NRBs.
3. Libido & Urges
No serious urge other than two shorts videos of female athletes on YouTube. I thought I've recovered a lot but that hit the dopamine immediately.
4. Depression & Motivation
Studied despite having very low motivation and energy. Just felt pain due to my inability to freely watch videos. Felt like I'll never be able to watch any female without having orgasm.
5. Self talk on urges
While watching the videos, I told myself that this feeling of wanting more of that is what I need to cut off. So, I did that although it was very demanding.
6. Obedience to Fast of social media and free Google
Became a bit complacent with YouTube.
7. Entertainment
Chit-chat, cards and laughters with friends.
8. Insomnia
Good night sleep last night.
9. Dreams
I saw 3 dreams last night.
1st one, Wet dream without remembering the dream.
In 2nd dream, I cut both feet of my elder brother for curing his disease and he didn't fewl the pain and showed satisfaction.
In 3rd one, my friend helped me to grab a ticket of train when I was hopeless.
10. Aftermath feeling
Although, I'm still feeling low bcz of my inability to watch videos unhampered, but, I going to keep on trucking. I'm telling myself that I don't know what would be the result but this time I'm going to stop and show myself that I'm capable of self-control.