CodeTheMind
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Day 5
This stage merely equates to a pre-season. Quitting would mean that there are no results in the future and that the good things that the lifestyle provides me with in the present would disappear. I feel more attention and mental clearness already and I cannot simply imagine what the change in my life could be if I fully succeed with this. The dark side of things is that I am having to deal with the difficulty of not being used to not experiencing sexual pleasure with all the chemical activity in the brain that is related to it. I (naturally?) feel very frustrated, sexually. But I will not allow this to defeat me. A life like this is likely one of the hardest ones to learn for those of us who come from the opposite direction, not having experienced a healthy life in the stages of development.
I think it is important to normalize the struggle and difficulty of this. No one should really expect that just because they want to quit quitting will be a walk in the park, nor is this the land of milk and cookies.
This stage merely equates to a pre-season. Quitting would mean that there are no results in the future and that the good things that the lifestyle provides me with in the present would disappear. I feel more attention and mental clearness already and I cannot simply imagine what the change in my life could be if I fully succeed with this. The dark side of things is that I am having to deal with the difficulty of not being used to not experiencing sexual pleasure with all the chemical activity in the brain that is related to it. I (naturally?) feel very frustrated, sexually. But I will not allow this to defeat me. A life like this is likely one of the hardest ones to learn for those of us who come from the opposite direction, not having experienced a healthy life in the stages of development.
I think it is important to normalize the struggle and difficulty of this. No one should really expect that just because they want to quit quitting will be a walk in the park, nor is this the land of milk and cookies.