Recent content by zander13

Hey man was going through my journal and saw some of your kind posts. How are things going for you? Hope all is well.

God speed man. See you at the finish line.

Everything still. Social anxiety has improved the most out of any of them, but yeah, I still experience fairly debilitating symptoms every day. They aren't as severe anymore, but I'm still not a whole person. Maybe 60% myself. Awful sleep, weird digestion, crazy mood swings, anhedonia, fatigue...

I'm a little past 27 months and still in the flatline as well (827 days)

everything okay?

Look up what "PAWs" is. That's what's happening. Shit can take 2+ years.

You okay? I have some questions: do you get regular MW in the morning? Do you feel naturally attracted to females? Does semen leak when you go to the restroom? If you do get MW, and you are naturally attracted, and there is no leakage, then the majority of your issues are outside of PMO. If...

I really like this. ESPECIALLY the part about truth telling. THIS IS FUCKING HUGE.

Hoping the best for you.

My two cents: you didn't use porn. You didn't even use your hand. Yes, it's a mistake. But don't let it destroy everything. Please don't. You're still much, much better off than when you started. If you beat yourself up too hard right now you'll get an urge to bury your shame with porn. I'm...

Dude congratulations. I'm so happy for you. You've inspired me greatly.

Keep at it. All we can do. You've come so far man.

Yeah but there is no way of knowing that, right? I'm a severe, severe case, remember that. I have mental health and family shit all intertwined with my addiction.

Yeah man my pee schedule is all fucked up. I piss way too much, and it stings sometimes when I go.

Keep truckin' my good sir. Right there with ya.