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    It Is Possible!

    Always hard to find good connections.. online... in real life. I don't stop by here much anymore. I'm not sure if it helps or hurts me to be honest. Sometimes my mind isn't on porn and coming here to report in just brings it right back to front and center in my brain. But, we all have different...
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    My journey to be a better man.

    Well, I'm back and it isn't often enough. Yes, our stories are similar for sure. I didn't have any big issue with my wife finding out. I didn't have any problem saying I used porn. As boys I think we were all dragged in to it in one way or another. My wife didn't care and at times, a long time...
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    My journey to be a better man.

    Yeah, I need something for sure. I'm here now, but I am craving porn at the moment. I've let myself get back into it way more than I ever should have. I just can't seem to find a way to quit for good. I'll check out the link. Hope everyone has a good weekend.
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    So fed up of this addiction...

    That's where I'm at with it as well. Sick and tired. Just so sick and tired of fighting it and constantly losing. Good luck to you. Every day away is a good day.
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    My journey to be a better man.

    I did. We still communicate on here from time to time, but I didn't find it to really help. Both of us aren't on here enough and when I have an urge, writing to my person on here and waiting a week to hear back wasn't helping. I'm back again today I guess just to check in. Things are still...
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    My journey to be a better man.

    Yeah, I read it back when I first started down this journey. I'm afraid it didn't provide any long term answers. I'm really just so tired of all of this now. I don't want to go back, but after a few weeks I end up breaking down. I need a better way to handle this. I'm really deeply frustrated...
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    My journey to be a better man.

    I haven't been here in a while. Things are very similar for me as they have been. I have several weeks being mostly clean, I decide I can handle a session and that leads to more sessions until I can't get off for hours until I finally find that one weird and disturbing piece of porn that finally...
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    Another story - probably the same as everyone else

    After all that, plus the 14 months of rough times you have endured, are you still thinking your marriage has a chance? Sorry, I'm not trying to be an asshole. I just hear so much of what my wife and I go through in your post and I don't think we can truly save our marriage. We're just here for...
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    Another go at this

    I like your approach here. I agree. At first, I would get into counting days almost like a game. See how far I can get. It hasn't really helped me. I'm just trying harder to take control and making better choices. Some weeks and months I do great, other times I have speed bumps. But we're here...
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    My journey to be a better man.

    Struggling a bit to stay clean. I think the situation at home drives a lot of it. I get this annoyed attitude because my wife won't have sex with me any longer and I just start thinking screw, what's the point. I know that is not the way to handle it, but I'm human. I have to fight it. If I...
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    My journey to be a better man.

    Hey all. I continue to run hot and cold on porn. Some days I feel the draw, other days I don't. I seem to be able to go much longer times in between the need to look and not caring at all. Something has changed with me for the better. I'm not where I want to be just yet, but I feel better about...
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    My journey to be a better man.

    Just stopping by to say hi. Feeling a bit down yesterday and today. Not exactly sure why. I was just journaling in my private journal and I kept thinking that when I get done with that entry I want to look at porn. Came on pretty strong. So, I came here instead. Now I need to get to work. I...
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    My journey to be a better man.

    I didn't succumb to porn, but I did masturbate on my own. I scratched the itch. It felt good. Not going to lie. I also didn't feel bad afterwards. I felt relieved. I didn't use porn fantasy either. Fantasy yes, but nothing from anything I've watched before. It was more relaxed and easy. I'm not...
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    My journey to be a better man.

    Good day everyone. I'm back. Weekend was fine. It almost always is fine. However, I'm feeling a little depressed today and edgy. Like a good porn session would lift my spirits. I hate feeling that way, but man, I'm just dragging and feeling out of it. I'm here hoping to change the mojo. I'll...
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    My journey to be a better man.

    Thanks @Blondie and @GBS - I truly appreciate the support. All is well and it is Friday. I never have issues over the weekend. Even in my deepest and darkest times, that was when I took time off. Occasionally I suppose I partook if the opportunity presented itself, but as a full time computer...
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