Recent content by OrangeSpider

I appreciate the advise @logicprox and @Androg. After posting yesterday I kinda figured out that was the logical thing to do and I went ahead and deleted it. Today Im back to work, su busy is good. Urges are low today. Day 15

Still in the fight! Yesterday was a super busy family day, no time for shit. Today I woke up super early and wasted a whole hour watching Instagram reels. I was trying to find erotic ones, the ones with sleazy girls jumping without a bra. All the time telling myself, this is not good. I saw a...

I've been super busy at work, getting late at home and having no time to check in. Good thing is that I have been too busy for PMO. Downside is that I have not been very mindful of this journey. This morning I woke up a bit late to workout, but a bit early to start getting ready for work. I got...

Had a super busy day yesterday and could not put in an account, but It was a good day, urges super low and no close calls. Sunday went well also. Today all good; its still a bit early to call it, but I believe I will cruise on it as well. Im proud tomorrow I hit double digits! Day 9

No offense at all. I respect that and understand. Enjoy your new hobby. I hope it works out.

Yesterday went well. Had a honey-to-do list to work on that kept me busy. During that I was reflecting on my motivations, which were all around me, the kids, the wife, the family; and just being present at home with them, enjoying them and enjoying what goes on; that was helpful. Today is only...

A bit emotionally dragging my feet today, but dont know why, gotta work on that. Other than that, feeling good for the fight. Urges are 1/10 today again. Gotta get ready though for the weekend! Day 5

Awesome!

Super sayayin mode!

Nice streak! Wish you a great Friday and weekend. Im curious about your new hobby, are you willing to share?

Another typical day at work, moderately busy. Woke up late, so had no free time at home to waste in P. I heard someones testimony on how Alcohol ruined his life, he also mentioned P's part in it; and how he was sable to get back in track. I obviously thought about my journey with P. This...

Got off early from work. But have a few protective factors, Im at home and the whole family is here, kids have me busy. Just taking a quick break to check in. I can say today my urges have been at a 1/10. I do not feel to give in today, I want to continue sober and focused on my goals and being...

I have been busy today at work, not much idle time, not much reflection time either. But I wanted to check in. Today my urges have been at a 2/10. What has helped to not give in has been, again, been too busy. I have not reflected on my values or goals, except for right now. Right now I know I...

It's been a while I have not checked in. I have been on and off the recovery road since last time. But I want to recover and be serious about it, so here I am again. Day 1

9 days! Praise God!