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  1. OrangeSpider

    fresh start...

    9 days! Praise God!
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    fresh start...

    Today marks a week. Not the greatest achievement, but who knows, knows it's something. I want to keep on hanging in there. My plan is to continue being responsible at every moment of the day, doing what Im supposed to do. Organizing my day and just doing what I have to do and taking breaks when...
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    fresh start...

    Still holding on, today is day 6.
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    fresh start...

    I went down on Saturday. I was anxious and overworked with some papers I have been working on for school and I needed a break I obviously took the wrong one, I thought about going for a run, but I was already at the computer, nobody was home and caved in. I need to learn to manage my stress and...
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    fresh start...

    5 days clean.
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    fresh start...

    Its been 6 days since my last fall. After I hit the 2 week mark I went down and kept at it for a whole week. My new date is sept 23. I will keep you posted on what happens.
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    fresh start...

    Amen! Good vibes! Positive thinking! I will take it all to make it!
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    fresh start...

    day 11, Yesterday was another day full of work, so no chance to sneak and hide to consume trash. I enjoyed som moments with my kids that were gold; I did some birdwatching with my daughter, we saw a woodpecker peck the ground for some worms through some binoculars; My oldest son helped me clean...
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    fresh start...

    day 10. Keeping myself busy with work and focusing on my family and getting more healthy. Been going for runs in the mornings and eating more healthy. already 5 pounds down. I know that if I give myself to P, I will become erratic again and wont find the focus to look at my family and my...
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    fresh start...

    day 8! I have been incorporating better eating and a exercise routine, I think it helps me get in the right set of mind. This week has been going well, but yesterday it rained all day, so I did not go for a run; and I had a milkshake yesterday. That worries me, because one thing can lead to...
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    fresh start...

    Made it to a week.
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    fresh start...

    Day 5, still going strong, still pretty resolved to stay the course, no major temptations have kicked in.
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    fresh start...

    Down back to day 3. Last Saturday I went AWOL. Regrouping myself right now, reconsidering my goals and refocusing myself in my interior so I can keep on the journey. The cause of the fall was mindlessness and anxiety, or better said, lack of discipline that lead to stress that lead to...
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    fresh start...

    day 9 Almost had a slip yesterday morning. I did not do my morning routine (no screen time until meditation) and went online and as usual I first go on youtube just surging around, then I searched for images, not NSFW, but as close as posible, but then I opened my counter, started talking to...
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    fresh start...

    almost at day 7 I apologize for the momentary absence, life has been busy. I have been careful in not stuffing myself with artificiality, I have been reading, working, playing with my kids, meditating, running, gardening, bbq with friends, fun with my wife; really trying to enjoy the present...
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