Recent content by GeminiMan

Thanks @Blondie Keep inspiring…. ! as you always do . You’re an asset to all of us .

I did sign up with a therapist counselor to help me get over this P and chatroom habit I have been dealing with . And I Hope it helps as I do this work with my therapist from now on . I pray for success and happiness for all the people struggling in their lives because of P or P substitutes ...

Wanted to add another thing as the keys we’ve got - 1) The day to day choices we make in addition to 2) Having a guardian (a friend or god or a doctor or a mentor) 3) perseverance and optimism we feel and practice

Day 2 I had thoughts of my access patterns . 99% is via my personal cell phone . So is my cell phone my worst enemy . May be … can I break the intimacy I have with my cell phone ? Yes I can . Will it help my reboot anyway? Sure it can .. let’s do it . I have failed to decrease time spent on...

I’ve experienced similar feelings for my parents, that they could have been better parents to not let me grow into this shitty jerk of an adult man . But man … they had and are having their own struggles . And when it comes to destiny and life , I believe they have a big influence yes but the...

@Escapeandnevercomeback I don’t have anything to say . My thoughts are with you . Let’s make progress now

That’s how it feel exactly”how did I end up here” Been working on”how do I get outta here” Now for long

@Escapeandnevercomeback How are you brother . I know you need to quit cold turkey that’s the only way out . Keep the fight up brother

@logicprox Nice to see you Keep fighting those habits that bring you down . Keep the resistance up brother . We will break the back of the enemy soon .

Day 1 I wanted to get steady again wanted to put back scathes behind and move on. but I didn’t allow that to happen . I kept edging to relapse last night . I turned out to be my own worst enemy . I did so by not holding strong to my commitments and goal I had for myself day 1 This time I...

Day 4 been a scathes bath already but I still am holding my focus and want to get to day 5 and on lots of chatroom logins today and P site logins and pull backs . It’s not how it is done surely I know but I am going to have to do some self talks here and tell myself this is not how it is done...

Day 3 has a scare in store at the end made it to day 4 . the book I’ve been relistening to called “the power of habit” is helping me a lot

It’s day 3 Thought about how celebrating each step is important in the journey . What fun is the expedition if you don’t take a look around and soak in the scenic natural beauty from time to time . How boring and full of pain it becomes not to enjoy each step on your way up . so I am...

Day 2 I want to create a great deal of commitment from within my heart to reboot and create a sense of purpose in what and why I am doing this for . I want to help myself fix my focus on the goal and feel like a mountaineer going on the Everest expedition. I always get thrilled by imagining...

Hello again to all my partners in reboot ! I am back on here after being away for a while . Not much changed in terms of my clean streaks while I was away . It has been status quo for P which continues to have a strong footprint in my day to day . Although this break did give me some insights...