Recent content by anubu0

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    Exhausted

    It's been a really rough stretch for me. I have been undertaking this journey for around 2 years and I haven't been able to break free yet. I feel extremely lonely, depressed, and worthless right now. It's probably because of my recent stretch of a couple solid weeks of rebooting, feeling...
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    Exhausted

    Thank you Smoken and Nighty for your book recommendations. I got a book called Atomic Habits which my friend recommended. I'm going to start with this book and then go on to your recommendations. I am strong, confident, and I will do this. Day 6 ⬜
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    Exhausted

    Moving forward. I am strong, confident, and I will do this. Day 5 ✅
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    Trying Again

    You have a solid plan. Stick to it and results will come. I've been struggling a lot with a series of relapses. Like you I had a relatively large streak at the beginning of my reboot journey but have fallen into a rut. Let's break free of this addiction once and for all. Rooting for you!
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    I will make it -- Looking forward to taking my life back

    Hey First Step. Congratulations on your journey; I'm glad that you are experiencing some positive consequences of your reboot!
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    Road To Recovery

    Congratulations on 60 days man; you deserve this milestone and all the great advantages that come with it. In terms of insomnia, I'm sure that you're already doing things to help your sleep such as limiting screen time before bed and exercising regularly. Another thing that helps me, granted...
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    Exhausted

    Mindset is so key I think. I can't view P has something that I need to escape, I've already escaped it. I am not a P addict. I do not watch P. Going to start trying to read in my spare time to help my brain stay active and learn new things. If anyone has any book recommendations that would be...
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    Exhausted

    Thanks Smoken. Time for the work week. General rules: morning and nighttime meditation, no technology outside of the living room, and cold showers after workouts. I've gone up to a little over a month before. I need to just remember that quitting P is difficult but it's far from impossible...
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    Exhausted

    Thank you guys for your support. I will not let you and myself down this time. I am moving forward; I used this 4 of the July weekend to relax and unstress and give myself a break. Self improvement can be very taxing, and although in the long term the goal is complete consistency, it's nice to...
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    Becoming my best self

    Hey man. Just take it slow, you're probably in the flatline. Maybe focus more on just cuddling and kissing and when you are ready (aka the hog has woken) go fo it.
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    Exhausted

    Thank you all for your support and encouragement. I'm feeling mentally in a rut but I'm ready to refocus. Porn has affected and destroyed my life in a multitude of ways. First and foremost, it's completely hijacked my brain and taken away my control. There have been times where I've been...
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    Exhausted

    Failed last night and PMO'd 3 times. I failed but I will get back up again. Going to spend some more time today to identify the aspects of my life that porn has destroyed/altered. I seem to be forgetting the negatives but I should use them as motivation and reason to keep going. Day 0 ✅
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    Exhausted

    Hey everyone! A little bit on the tired side this morning; I've noticed difficulty getting 9 hours of sleep which I think is just attributed to my busy work schedule and the rest of my days. I normally head out of the house by 9, and with my morning routine I find myself waking up at around...
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    Learning to treat myself well

    Good stuff Adfec! You are a true inspiration. Keep going man.
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    working on it

    Hey June. P addiction is a tricky thing in that it can be rooted in a lot of different things. For most men it's feelings of social inadequacy and loneliness but it can be a multitude of things. For me, I think it was a combination of loneliness and social inadequacy but also heartbreak and...
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