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    Rebooting before Rebooting was cool

    1995, was a good year, we got married, boinking every night, she's in college, I'm working and life is good. Things were going great, I wasn't bored or anything but I decided to take things up a notch and got us the adult channel on cable and she dug it and for a few weeks it was part of our...
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    Rebooting before Rebooting was cool

    1988, As I was getting ready to graduate HS I found I enjoyed repairing cars, I had a family member in the business and decided I wanted to pursue that, but my parents were footing the bills for my education and insisted I go to engineering school and not be, "Some ole part changer"... To me it...
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    Rebooting before Rebooting was cool

    Over the years I've learned many things, the do's and do not's, the how's and why's. What works, what doesn't work. This post I guess you would say is a re-hash of my efforts, my discoveries, my failures and successes. My introduction to porn occurred in the summer of 1978, I was 8 years old...
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    The enemy is NOT of flesh & blood...

    30 days in the rear view.
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    The enemy is NOT of flesh & blood...

    20 days into tomorrow. tomorrow...(lol) Thursday was a bit bumpy but I dealt with it and we continue.
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    The enemy is NOT of flesh & blood...

    10 Days into tomorrow.
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    The enemy is NOT of flesh & blood...

    After my crash back at the end of July I've struggled to regain any momentum, but its been that way before, for me. Today, this evening I begin again. The house I'd struggled to restore and sell is gone, awesome! My wife quit her job at the beginning of October, but the windfall from the...
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    The enemy is NOT of flesh & blood...

    Its difficult to pinpoint the first link in the chain, but I'm sure it was simply not dispensing of a thought like I should've. I don't remember making any changes to my routine, but I'm sure that was it, a mental indulgence that grew into an inferno. Back in the saddle, let's ride!
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    The enemy is NOT of flesh & blood...

    Sometimes you're the windshield, sometimes you're the bug... Temporary insanity, lost focus, whatever it just plain sucks. Day zero.
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    The enemy is NOT of flesh & blood...

    Half way!!! Totally amazing and I can't remember the last time I was here. The keys are controlling your thoughts and being willing to surrender a lie for truth. Another thing I've learned this time around is faith & trust, not in myself but in Gods promises and plan, after all He does love...
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    The enemy is NOT of flesh & blood...

    Its Independence day her in the US, remembering the birth of our nation and our fight against tyranny. IMHO our fight against PMO is in many ways the same. As I've stated before I was introduced to porn by a childhood friend and neighbor, he was 3 years my junior but his father had a vast...
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    The enemy is NOT of flesh & blood...

    35 Days. Clear and calm, nothing to report.
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    The enemy is NOT of flesh & blood...

    34 Days. I must be crossing some personal bio-chemical threshold as I'm feeling a bit more tempted than usual. Some different thoughts have made an appearance and even though I've sent them packing they have been returning in a quicker fashion than they had been as of late. Now I suppose it...
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    The enemy is NOT of flesh & blood...

    32 Days this am.
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    The enemy is NOT of flesh & blood...

    30 Days in the rear view, its been years since I've been able to say that, thank you, Jesus. This is a completely different experience, its calm, peaceful. I still have occasional thoughts, but I deal with them quickly and try not to let them take hold. To the new guys out there and the old...
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