Recent content by loranthus

Impulsivity. The pain-pleasure principle. Being an 'empty' person, probably, is the main reason I go back and forth to P again. My last setback is about 4 days ago, after some period of time of not having any thoughts to go back to P. Those weeks were amazing, since I didn't deliberately plan...

a college student, and I am almost 20. these days I just realize that I've gone with this addiction since I was a little. that's weird, because I can't remember how exactly did I start. I knew the word 'masturbation' and its meaning years after I started it. and even though I know it since then...