Recent content by King Leer

In the past 44 days I have had 2 serious relapses. One was 2 days ago. Though it felt awful I am glad it happened. I was reminded how terrible it feels to look at p and it makes me happy to feel such regret in doing so. I feel that this is a big step in my recovery. Over the last few years I...

Just got back on this site after a long time where I forgot who I was. I am using tools to help my progression for at the moment I am weak. I know it is not the final answer but I can tell you presently, in all truth, it is a lifesaver. I need time to rediscover what it means to live without...

Presently I am in very good control of my life and my habits. I have been exercising regularly, eating healthier, and almost completely free from booze for a few months straight now. Porn obviously is the hardest thing to stop. I have been trying to quit for years. I am a few days PMO free and I...

So I had a slip up a few days ago. Proud to say it didn't go to deep though and I am right back on the wagon. End of Day 3 no pmo

Thanks for sharing. I resonate with that part of dreading a new attempt as in really giving it a good go and treating it seriously. For many attempts I would just casually start counting days without analyzing what I am doing how I am feeling and why, which takes work. Anyway keep strong!

Day 4 been busy today got some stuff accomplished. Tired I know that's a trigger. It helps me at night to stay off of mindless scrolling apps. If I can just get onto my shows and watch those till I fall asleep I do pretty well Day 4 no pmo

Yes all great advice. I went 24 days in Jan when I first joined this form then I broke while surfing Instagram in the car while my wife picked up our food. I clicked on a photo I should not have and the rest is history I have not had a streak that long since. I already had a strong impulse I...

Tuesdays are my rough days as far as PMO goes but good day so far. Got through class and did some out of class lab time. Then went to career services and spent two hours applying for grants for my schooling next year. I actually took some initiative for once what do you know. Made it home took...

It seems like your mom just wants you to focus on your happiness. Maybe part of her happiness could just be seeing you happier.

So I am home alone this is typically my prime porn period. Typically with all the stress and school work PMO is my escape. Today journaling is my escape. I think at times I need to stop and do something healthy for myself. Many times I would not stop to exercise cause I would tell myself I had...

It sounds like you are worried about your parents status and how they look or feel. You mentioned your mom said not to worry so much about that do you think she is right?

I am in the same spot. In Jan I was so determined to quit and I went 24 days. Then broke then each time it seemed like my streaks were shorter til I just stopped trying. Finally now I am ready to give it another go but yeah gotta up my game somehow. Maybe try a little more self talk reason...

I don't know what to say or how to feel. I just know I can stop and it's such a friggin joke that I have not yet. It's strange how weak you can get sometimes though. One thing is for sure I sick of being all talk(about quitting) with no real action or success. I don't like failing at things and...

Day 10 double digits baby! Today was insane. My wife and I are moving from Washington to Minnesota and are towing our tiny house with a 1985 Chevy c30. Typically the truck runs good but under the heavy tow of the tiny house it was stalling today quite often. I replaced the electric fuel pump as...