Recent content by SarMat13

  1. S

    I was told to give this a try, Never was really good at writing

    Well I hit my record. It has been 16 days since my last relapse. The urge hit and it hard today and I tried everything that I can think of to stop the urge, but my timer went back to 0:00:00.:mad: After the incident the fog lifted and the urge was gone, so to me that tells me I am moving in the...
  2. S

    I was told to give this a try, Never was really good at writing

    So it has been a week since I have been absent and hopefully I can make it up to two weeks, but I am taking it one step at a time. Now I am trying to be committing to a new habit of exercising. Both weight training and cardio. Hopefully this takes all my time so that I can start to move away...
  3. S

    I was told to give this a try, Never was really good at writing

    So it has been a while since I came and made an update. I know I need to take this more seriously, but like I have written before, I was never good to writing stuff down. I have been slipping back and forth with the fapping. Mostly because I have found a way to get around my safe guards by...
  4. S

    I was told to give this a try, Never was really good at writing

    Day 1, So I was told that writing down in journal will help with keeping track of progress. So here we go.... To me, I see that porn has three faces to it. Some may disagree but I see three. They are videos, pictures, and literature. I have done  so much to block out the first two, but my...
Top