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    matstu replied to the thread Reconnecting with my feelings.
    Day 1 I'm not sure why exactly I relapsed yesterday, but somehow it happened. I think it had a lot to do with the weight of...
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    matstu replied to the thread Reconnecting with my feelings.
    Days 1 and 2 I played volleyball for a few hours and came back really tired. It felt really good to play volleyball, but now I'm in a...
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    matstu replied to the thread Reconnecting with my feelings.
    Day 0 Fappy, that was funny, and true. It's bitterly funny, though, because I relapsed today... only with an auditory and textual...
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    matstu replied to the thread Straight guys hooked on gay porn.
    There is nothing wrong with you even if there is a part of you that might be gay, or at least intrigued by some gay acts. There are...
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    matstu reacted to Fappy's post in the thread Straight guys hooked on gay porn with Like Like.
    use the same principals to stop watching gay porn that you would for straight porn. porn is porn, it doesnt matter what bits the people...
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    matstu replied to the thread Today is a new day.
    Hello. My addiction is also rooted in childhood abuse. It's really hard to break the cycle of addiction, but there are many people to...
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    matstu replied to the thread Reconnecting with my feelings.
    Thank you, being aware that someone is following this thread is really helpful. Day 7 I have to go to work in a few hours, and yet I...
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    matstu replied to the thread Reconnecting with my feelings.
    Day 5 and 6 I'm preparing a presentation for tomorrow about sexual abuse, and I have incidentally found an interesting article about...
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    matstu replied to the thread Reconnecting with my feelings.
    Day 4 At one point during the day the idea of relapsing was on my mind. It was because I felt abandoned and disliked by my friends...
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    matstu replied to the thread Reconnecting with my feelings.
    Days 2 and 3 These were unusual days for me, as I moved from one room in the dorm to another one. Today I was arranging all my stuff in...
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    matstu replied to the thread Reconnecting with my feelings.
    Day 1 I didn't feel very good today. I didn't have time to meet my friends because I was busy preparing a presentation for tomorrow...
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    It isn't a quick process, it will take time. Every single person on this forum will have relapsed many times before reaching any sort of...
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    I like your thoughtful approach to rebooting and clearly it pays off, looking at the number of days you've abstained from pornography...
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    matstu replied to the thread Reconnecting with my feelings.
    Day 0 Thank you for your response. Unfortunately, I relapsed today. What you wrote is so true. Fapping not only made me feel bad, it...
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    matstu replied to the thread Reconnecting with my feelings.
    Day 3 Tragically, I have looked at a pornographic subreddit. I didn't look at any pictures or videos, but I read some titles of...
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