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    I want the second chance for normal life

    81 days without PMO 💪 This has been my longest streak since I started masturbating. I had urges to watch porn or to masturbate today, but somehow I managed to overcome this feeling. Maybe 1 week ago, I almost had a wet dream, but managed to awake and stop it in the last moment. Other than that...
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    I want the second chance for normal life

    Haha this is exactly what I did before. When I masturbated once, I thought that the day was already ruined, the streak was ruined, I had to start over the next day, but today was already gone, and masturbated another three times the same day. I better continue from where I was, but will try to...
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    I want the second chance for normal life

    Yesterday, I have to admit, I did something I should not have done. I was in an online meeting working from home, and since I was just listening and not providing my inputs, I took out my phone and started searching different things on browser. I looked for actresses with beautiful body shapes...
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    I want the second chance for normal life

    Thank you, your support really makes me feel better! Unfortunately, I read it only today. Will write in a post below my yesterday experience.
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    I want the second chance for normal life

    4 weeks without PMO. 😵 Honestly, this smile above describes my condition right now. I got sick and lied last few days in bed. Although I do not have enough strength, I was constantly thinking about masturbation and wanted it very bad. The only way how I was able to withstand the temptation was...
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    I want the second chance for normal life

    18 Days Without PMO. 🤞 It has been 18 days already that I am neglecting my urges to watch porn. I still have some today, but it gets easier to control them. I am continuing my hard mode, and avoid masturbation as well. During these 18 days, I only once had a dream where I had sex with a famous...
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    I want the second chance for normal life

    8 Days Without PMO. ✅ Sometimes I want to watch porn and to masturbate but I almost do not have erection, so it is possible to stay away from these habits. Also, I guess my testosterone level is low as I am tired all the time. But this is expected as I have varicocele. Anyway, low testosterone...
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    I want the second chance for normal life

    2 days of little success. So far so good. For the last two days, I was extremely busy and was coming home only to sleep. This is why it was easy to avoid the negative habits. Yesterday at night before sleep I felt the crawling desire to watch porn or instagram stories of models. But I was too...
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    My first day of the journey is 13 April 2023. I go hard mode, no PMO. Hopefully, I will last...

    My first day of the journey is 13 April 2023. I go hard mode, no PMO. Hopefully, I will last long enough to see any positive results.
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    I want the second chance for normal life

    I have not posted for almost last two years. Unfortunately, I do not have many positive vibes. To sum up, this is what has happened in the last two years: I started dating my gf again and we dated altogether around 1.5 years. Throughout this period, we constantly were attempting to have an...
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    I want the second chance for normal life

    Day 8. I relapsed today at night, 9 August. I was thinking about my ex girlfriend, and looking at her photos. I could not get erection, and opened a porn website. While I was searching for videos, and rewinding these videos to find a suitable scene (it was less than 3-4 minutes altogether), I...
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    I want the second chance for normal life

    Day 5 I noticed how in the recent days I started playing with my penis a lot. Each day, when I sit in front of computer and either watch TV series, or read some articles, or sit in social media, I realize that my hand is beneath my underwear playing with my penis. The problem is that the...
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    I want the second chance for normal life

    Day 15. I was thinking about my gf a lot for the last few days, and today I masturbated but without watching porn.
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    Reclaiming the present

    Congratulations on the new longest strike, Danny! It is great to watch your progress and how you fight your previous life-style. I understand your anxiety about performing in a bed, and I had the same feelings several years ago. Even though I did not know about my condition as much at the time...
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    I want the second chance for normal life

    Day 3 done! So far so good. I noticed that for the last three days I was away from video games, TV shows, and movies. Instead, I was focused on building my future, reading professional books, joining conversational classes, etc. However, I must admit, I spent a plenty of time in messengers...
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