Recent content by MattMan17

I am going on a vacation for about a week and a half, and may miss some days. I don't expect to relapse or anything during this time, as I will be with other people the entire time. If I miss a few days journaling on here during this time, that is why.

Day 11 Reboot Journey to Success 1. I did not use porn today. 2. Triggers were pretty low, as I was busy again (its been a busy week). 3. I found that staying busy, as usual, helped a lot to avoid triggers. I need to know how to prepare and react in advance for when I am not so busy. This is...

Day 9-10 Reboot Journey to Success 1. I did not use porn on these days! 2. Urges & triggers have been very low / non existent. I came home from late yesterday and today, had dinner, and went to sleep basically. So no time to even think about that kind of stuff. Now that I have started to...

I 100% agree with this, and find it very relatable in my own journey / struggle with the addiction to pornography (and masturbating for that matter). When it comes to orgasm, its the most pleasurable (and easiest) experience a person can have, and so it can easily become a dangerous cycle of...

Day 8 Reboot Journey to Success 1. I did not use porn today! 2. Urges/Triggers we’re pretty high on Day 8, and it was a lot harder to ignore them; but fortunately I was able to get up and go doing something else. I decided in that moment to just get up and keep working on my computer (computer...

Thanks I appreciate it! There are times that urges and triggers come up very intensely during the day, and it’s really hard sometimes to ignore those, but so far I’ve found that fighting that urge by doing something productive will usually make the urges go away. And having someone to talk to...

That’s great, keep it up! And definitely try and focus on that positive energy such as eating healthy, exercise, etc. It sounds like it’s really helping, plus you should feel better overall with exercise and eating well, which will hopefully continue your staying focused on not thinking about...

Day 6-7 Reboot Journey to Success Very busy weekend (which is a positive, as this allows my mind to be distracted by negative thoughts or urges). 1. I did not use porn over the weekend! 2. Urges/triggers were low, as the weekend was very busy getting ready for hosting a party, and also going...

Happy Birthday man! And congrats on a new longest streak; keep pushing yourself and you'll make it a porn free year for sure!

Day 5 Reboot Journey to Success I generally feel that when I am very busy and have a lot going on throughout the day, I don't have many triggers or feel like relapsing. Triggers and urges usually occur when I go to bed and/or and really tired. But this week was so busy that I didn't even have...

Day 4 Reboot Journey to Success 1. I did not use porn today. 2. Triggers were lower today as I was very busy with work and excited about a lot of other things; while also engaging socially with others, which seemed to help a lot! 3. I focused on my work and engaging with others, which was a very...

This is my daily journal/log of my Reboot Journey; currently on Day 2 of not looking at anything Porn or otherwise triggering content. To further explain, my goal is to not look at anything intentionally NSFW content, such as videos, photos, stories, etc. Anything that I know will cause me to...