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    Journey To Nirvaana !!!

    Day 101 - victory so far. As I reflect back on 20 years spend in finding escape in porn (instead of facing the struggle's and we all have in journey of life) ; I realize how hindered my growth as a man was. I am astonished to see the growth I have seen in myself in last 100 days. I am aware of...
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    Return to reality

    I get you Vidvan when you say this. I stay in a third world country with largely consevative society, I can second this was one of the reasons for me to find pleasure through pixels, rather than real women. Good to see you Journaling , take care.
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    One day at a time

    Hey Brother , long time we haven't heard from you. How is it going ???
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    Day 20 - It's Tough

    Hey Friend, How are you doing ?? Haven't heard from you since long.
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    Journey To Nirvaana !!!

    Thanks Neil , that made me review my journal also. Its humbling , and yes I was overwhelmed with emotions reading it . I am glad you appreciate that in me. Thanks for being there for me Neil .
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    All Things Are Possible

    Hello Squidward, Good that you relapsed - THATS ESSENTIAL. Don't take it otherwise , what I mean to say is this is an opportunity. Dont push and punish yourself for relapsing and doing the same shitty thing, Go outdoors, Take a deep breaths and just reflect - do you really want to quit porn ...
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    A way back to the light

    Neil you are a fighter, you have the strength in you. I know is you are good at heart , your honesty in accepting the selfish acts in past is what I admire. Rebooting is healing, devote yourself to it. More power to you.
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    Return to reality

    Great Vidvan , happy to see you at 16 days. I know how difficult initial weeks are,you will soon begin to see small meaningful shifts in your personality. You have lot of strength and courage, keep going. Take care, would be happy to help .
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    Journey To Nirvaana !!!

    Day 91 - victory so far Its been great journey so far , and the benefits are innumerable. I wish and pray that every addict somewhere in the journey gathers enough strength and courage to confront this demon . I do feel I have wings to fly now n not just to sexual related issues but my...
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    Journey To Nirvaana !!!

    I dealt urges by getting outdoors. yes EW I have signed up for an exam ,but I would prefer look urges in the eye rather. I admire the way you show interest in others journals and help them , this community is warm and uplifting because of people like you. Thanks to you, I am doing better and...
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    Journey To Nirvaana !!!

    Day 86 - victory so far I continue to have MW on regular basis. I sense deep within healing has started , for good.
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    Journey To Nirvaana !!!

    Day 84 - Victory so far. From 4 days I am having quite intense Morning wood, libido has sky rocketed. During day I seem to be quite on fire I have a magnetic pull towards women - I ogle to be true. and nights more difficult, a simple touching of penis evokes an erection. Nocturnal erections...
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    I love myself and will recover

    Hey Yogi, Good to see you back . I appreciate your courage to accept relapse ,share it and deal with it maturely. More power to you !!
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    I love myself and will recover

    Hey yogi , How are you doing ?? Its long time we have heard from you.
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    A way back to the light

    Hey Neil , How are you??
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