Recent content by Kelvis

I had for three been years of buying a collection of porno dvds my favorite girls the graphic love, watching their faces as they get laid at my command. After one of my 18 hours PMO escapades I had gotten me to thee stage where I hadn't eaten much, my butt, back and knees ached, ears were...

Time to start again, I was doing so well. I can't even say why I went on a binge. Got to get my porn (collection) out of the house first thing, right now. I hate to leave my lovers, they never say no. I am weak and clueless. I know to stay busy, I read all the posts. YBOP, nofap, fight the new...

Pre-plain for the days that the Demons of Desire come because they give no warning nor mercy, you get what you deserve) got to stay busy (for myself) do something physical especially getting your for it paid like construction. 34 days ,the longest lifetime record thus far

As I read your post it takes me back through my life, my father had an affair and got divorced from my mom when I was 13. Even though I had friends my conscious awareness was dimmed from masturbating. I found soft porn under dads mattress and became unconditional compulsive porn stroker by age...

33 days no PMO, still got to get rid of my collection of internet sluts. Obviously I am not serious about isolation, psychological discomfort, social and personal irresponsibility, shame and my lifetime of aberrations. I procrastinate, where's the freedom in my apathy. I've been reading the...

Just keeping busy watching you-tube about what economist think about the climate, pensions, IRA'S, big banks that borrow against there own stocks etc. of course a person shouldn't let it bring them down I just do it to learn more about myself and what greed can and does do. It keeps me from...

It seem that a lot of people use a Higher Power which I'll call Divine Consciousness, I got possessed by the appealing feeling and went on a binger. Today. Most possibly for the next 2-3 weeks I can get the thoughts, feelings and emotions out of my life and not really think about them but when...

An accountability partner I don't know where to go with this. I see you are guitar 1968 which is just around the time I started playing guitar also of course I was going to have drugs, alcohol and plenty of sex my entire life for that was my dream. I haven't even picked up my guitar in 6 months...

A positive thing is that being in the PMO club for a lifetime I don't have the compulsions as frequently as when I was younger, (sometimes 8 times a day on speed) however when the animal strikes I better have a list of activities (through journaling my daily emotions< thoughts) for I am drowning...

I've been a porn addict for 54 years. This is the first time I have reached out, thought I would out grow compulsion. Been reading a lot of stories of your afflictions about the love of lust. Thankful that I'm not alone anymore thinking I am the worst of the worst, this mire of desire has taken...

I just spent a fucking hour pouring my heart out on a thread and couldn't find a send button.