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Day 18: I had strong urges to fap, but I keep opening this site to remind myself. I used to give up when I tell myself that the downsides of this addiction is not real, healthy and, normal since a lot of people doing it. And regret after falling for that trap. To my future self who has urges...

Day 17: I turned 20 yesterday. I promise to myself that I will never fap and watch that kind of shit now when I'm not a teen anymore. I'll focus on my personal development and take all the steps, never hesitate so won't have any new regrets in the future.

Day 12: I was having sex with a girl but I woke up. It was just a wet dream damn. I'll get there someday. I usually have wet dreams every 2 weeks of nofap before and seems like it continues that cycle. I was thinking of joining the marine corps here but I can't because of my underbite (it's...

Day 8: Lezgoo! I survived one week! I plan to work out and run in the park every morning after fixing my sleep schedule. Mood is getting better.

Btw guys, one of the reasons that helped me through is about thinking about the girl that I like. At the end of our conversation, I offered her a date and she said: "Yep, sure sure, let's focus on our studies first. I don't have time for a bf now since I need to get my crap together first...

@Lord Gohan Thanks my broski for messaging me, I appreciate it. I don't want to make anyone worry anymore by that stupid kind of post. I won't let this addiction beat me.

Day 4: It took me a while but I'm slowly getting back my momentum. I feel better now today and I don't feel hard on myself since I forgave the things I did that put me in this place. Big thanks to everyone who gave concern and advice. I shouldn't post my last entry since it was stupid. My...

Day 0: It's been a while. I've been binging on P and M almost every day. I dropped out of college this month since I've become unfocused and lazy. It's just hard to start to fill an empty canvas and build another sculpture. Never made an artwork or practiced after I dropped. My social life...

Day 0: I feel ashamed of myself.

Day 0: Ahh shit... here we go again.

Day 0: Chaser effect got me for 2 whole damn weeks, I just went back to being in my lowest point. I've been binging P and fap many times since my last post. I feel like a zombie. I can't focus at all and I have low energy. I missed my exam, and I didn't do well for my sculpture this month. I...

Day 0: Ahh shit... Here we go again... Need to block reddit now since it was my trigger 60 days ago and today. I don't want to be hard on myself 'cause that would be too bad for my mind and might go back to porn to feel "better". I'll just want to look at the great things that I achieved this...

Day 50: Dang, it's been a while. I was making a wire sculpture for my class project, I already made one and still making the second one to present in Fine Arts Week at my university. My life and mood have gotten better and I'm slowly building my confidence and social skills. I join in group...

Day 33: Thanks guys for supporting me, you guys are awesome! On the afternoon of my last reply on this thread, she replied to me. NV: Her: (...) And sure we can grab one sometime hahaha and yeah never did coffee cheers too :ROFLMAO: Me: Noice, that would be great. Coffee cheers is not a thing...

Day 31: Most of the time, I forgot that I'm on a reboot mode cause I'm not focusing on it. I think it made my progress easier. Thank you all guys for sharing your advice. I will do better next time since I got rejected today. At least I can save time from thinking about her. It stings less than...