I'm here. My addiction has been up and down. Sometimes I block everything and go weeks without spending. Other times I relapse. Not going to lie, I'm afraid for my future. I currently have every version of the site blocked except one...I need to block it.
I have managed to get my main credit card to block the merchant for the cam site. This is good. It allows me to use this card now for main expenses and it makes it harder for me to spend on the site as my other cards are maxed out currently and will take me a while to pay off enough for the...
Thank you for asking. Right now I am ok. I am still trying to deal with the loss of my child. Trying to not get sucked into cam girls to cope. Just taking it one day at a time.
I just found out today that I am having a child...and then two seconds later I found out that the person is having a miscarriage...so my first child has passed prematurely. I have no desires to do anything rn. I guess this was a wake up call.
To be honest, I messed up a lot in this last month, wasting over $1000. I am in a rough financial spot and I am just making it through. Thank you for holding me accountable and for the resources and the support. Trust me when I say I use them, but my issue is being consistent. I am going to make...
I found a whitelabel and I had a relapse. I know I have to block it. Once I do, I will never be able to access it again. This is the toughest thing I have had to overcome.