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    I have been masturbating to fetish porn since age 11/12

    Had a tough time over the past couple days. I think the fact that i've been having consistent sex with my new girl has made me feel more comfortable about PMO. I need to resist my urges and not cave to engaging in PMO.
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    I have been masturbating to fetish porn since age 11/12

    resisting some strong urges currently. gonna take a nap and then go to the gym :)
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    I have been masturbating to fetish porn since age 11/12

    thanks bro, you too
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    I have been masturbating to fetish porn since age 11/12

    Day 3: The girl I've been seeing came over last night and gave me head. Felt great and i was actually able to nut. She is very understanding of my PIED and is very willing to try and help. I'm fine with nutting on this journey of ending my porn abuse as long as It is with a girl irl. Gym has...
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    I have been masturbating to fetish porn since age 11/12

    Day 20: Just relapsed on PMO a few minutes ago.... Had a long, busy weekend with thanksgiving festivities. Kind of been letting myself go with going to the gym and learning javascript. However, my date on friday went well and i was able to get hard for her. Need to stabilize and start getting in...
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    I have been masturbating to fetish porn since age 11/12

    Day 15: honestly everything is going well with rebooting right now. the only thing that has been bothering me is that i really like this girl i've been seeing for a couple weeks, but i'm worried that when things get sexual i'm not going to be able to perform. causing me a lot of stress and...
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    I have been masturbating to fetish porn since age 11/12

    Day 14: 2 weeks baby! lets gooooooo. haha, anyways, I've had some light urges to PMO over the past couple days, but nothing crazy. Been able to resist the urge every time by thinking about how much better my life is without it. Thanks for all of the encouragement along the way guys, still have a...
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    Killing my Dirtiest Secret

    Awesome. Glad to hear you had a good conversation with your mom.
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    I have been masturbating to fetish porn since age 11/12

    Still having issues getting an erection throughout the day. girl i've been talking to sent me a really sexy picture and i didn't get hard at all... makes me kind of fear for the worst, but i'll be back to normal in due time
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    I have been masturbating to fetish porn since age 11/12

    Day 13: had a crazy erection when i woke up this morning. having some urges to PMO, but i feel pretty strong and like i won't cave to the pressure. Trying to hold out til i see this girl on friday night :)
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    Killing my Dirtiest Secret

    couldn't be happier for you brother!
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    I have been masturbating to fetish porn since age 11/12

    Day 12: Feeling good honestly. Got some sneakers yesterday and reconnected with one of my old friends. :)
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    Killing my Dirtiest Secret

    Relate so much to what you said about PMO never really being the cure. Crazy how much better my life has been since i stopped.
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    I have been masturbating to fetish porn since age 11/12

    Day 10: Yesterday was the roughest day so far. Felt no sex drive at all and it's just making me feel like a weirdo... i'm feeling much better today though! i woke up with an erection and just have a more positive mood overall. wasn't able to go to the gym wednesday or thursday, and can't go...
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    Killing my Dirtiest Secret

    love to hear this man!
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