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    derp replied to the thread Tales of Ordinary Masochism.
    Been a few weeks but I'm committed again now. Need to be committed permanently, regardless of a relapse. Need to have a clear reason...
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    derp replied to the thread Tales of Ordinary Masochism.
    Just relapsed again, twice.
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    derp replied to the thread Tales of Ordinary Masochism.
    Relapsed two days ago and then yesterday. Some days it's extremely hard to do anything and it seems like it's my mind demanding porn...
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    derp replied to the thread Tales of Ordinary Masochism.
    Yesterday I relapsed after a week. I am not too bothered. What I have done in the past is only count singular, long streaks as...
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    derp replied to the thread Tales of Ordinary Masochism.
    I am at the end of day two. I scraped through today somewhat shamefully. I was drinking last night which makes me feel terrible...
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    derp replied to the thread Tales of Ordinary Masochism.
    I relapsed after five days and have had another five day streak since my original attempt. I failed the first time because I got a new...
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    I'm 21 and I'm addicted to watching big women beat up small men. I've been watching this sort of stuff on porn sites since I was 16 but...
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