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    Amor Fati (Recovery Journal)

    Sunday, June 19th 2022 Day 179 no porn Happy Father's Day! Just wanted to check in as it has been a while since I have been on the forum. Six days. Today I was scrolling my Facebook feed and found a friend recommend. I have been using it lately for professional networking. It was a female and...
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    Amor Fati (Recovery Journal)

    Monday, June 13th 2022 Day 173 no porn Day 0 no MO I have been struggling a lot with MO over the past five days. At least once daily. However, I have not struggled with wanting to use porn (thankfully). There have been times where there has been low temptation. Probably the craving was 3 to 4...
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    Amor Fati (Recovery Journal)

    Tuesday, June 8th 2022 Day 168 no porn Day 0 no MO Again this morning with the MO. Morning glory=MO. Need to change morning routine as the former mentioned is the pattern. Wake up somewhat lucid with a erection and leads to MO. Don't feel it's detrimental to my porn recovery as it once was...
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    Amor Fati (Recovery Journal)

    Monday, June 6th 2022 Day 167 no porn Day 0 no MO Slipped this morning with MO. Lately, I have been more irritable than usual. Taking some steps to better my mental health. The number one culprit I'm going to work on is not watching the news. I have been too obsessed with "fear porn" a.k.a...
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    Amor Fati (Recovery Journal)

    Sunday, June 5th 2022 166 no porn No MO five days.
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    Amor Fati (Recovery Journal)

    Doing well! Been a long weekend. No porn or MO. Hope you are doing well.
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    Amor Fati (Recovery Journal)

    Tuesday, May 31 2022 Day 161 no porn 3 days no MO Doing well with keeping vigilant with not using porn. This is the first time in my life since I was 13 years old I have made it this far. So grateful to find this community and dig in on getting this shit out of my life. So tired of living in...
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    Pride and joy

    PR, Congratulations on 15 days of no porn! Happy to see you are working on betterment of yourself in general as well. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- 101 Essays that will Change the way You Think. (2016). Brianna Wiest. (Kindle Edition) Different...
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    Amor Fati (Recovery Journal)

    I know there is on Facebook, not sure if it's the case with other platforms. One of the things I have done is change ad preferences in my story feed and it's helped.
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    Amor Fati (Recovery Journal)

    Saturday, May 28th 2022 Day 158 no porn Temptation for MO this morning, but didn't. Able to catch myself. Been lacking motivation to keep posting, reading others journey, and commenting/supporting others. Been depressed. The things going on in the world have really put me in a negative...
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    Amor Fati (Recovery Journal)

    Blondie, Oh, man! I didn't realize it's been a while since I checked in. I have been crazy busy with work and getting engulfed in gaming, yard work, etc. At the end of the day I just haven't been accountable in checking in. However, I'm still porn free! No MO either. Had some minor triggers...
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    Pride and joy

    PR, glad to see you're still working and trying. Recovery isn't about the short game, it's about the long game. You're playing the long game my friend. Lapses happen. Keep fighting. Reading and doing the work is where change happens and sticks. Counting days is easy. Doing the work to change...
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    Amor Fati (Recovery Journal)

    Sunday, May 22nd 2022 Day 154 no porn
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    Amor Fati (Recovery Journal)

    Friday, May 20 2022 152 days no porn
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    Amor Fati (Recovery Journal)

    Wednesday, May 18th 2022 Day 150 no porn Day 0 no MO
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