Fapped again today.
So I did something I have not done for a long time: I went back to my motivational videos I had watched during my exams last year.
I realized that I had fallen back to old habits and got stuck in a rut.
I need to change my daily routine and break the current habit loop.
Back after a month.
I messed up my recovery badly.
I fapped to porn at least 4 times in this past month, latest being today.
I try hard not to but somehow the brain just tells me to "go ahead, enjoy!"
Beginning a new reboot from tomorrow.
Thanks for the suggestion. I do talk to her everyday.
But somehow urges to watch porn are independent of my connection with my wife.
Truth is: I have excellent relationships with women (my mother, my sister, my wife)
My porn addiction has got nothing to do with lack of connection or the...
So I am back here after almost a month.
Shuttling between two cities has resulted in stress
And I am away from my wife
Guess what, I relapsed. Badly.
Did PMO 3 times in past two weeks, latest being yesterday
Today 10th March 2022 is the beginning of a new reboot cycle-Day 1
But what's the one...
Back after quite sometime.
The most wonderful thing is : I visited my wife (who is studying in another city) for Valentine's day. And guess what! I had some amazing sex!
Having never been with a woman before, and being a porn addict who's struggling to recover, I was amazed at my own capacity...
Definitely COVID has impacted your entire body and hence your libido. So right now a combo of flatline and COVID induced stress might be at work here.
I would suggest taking care of your health. Do try protein supplements and some good trusted multi-vitamin preparations. Eat healthy food and...
Bro one suggestion.
Has it ever occurred to you that she might be having some issue with her own body or psychology, that causes her to pull away from you the moment she feels your erect dick?
What's her age? Is she having menopause or something like that? Any disorders that cause imbalance...
"I could probably almost climax just by her looking at my dick at this point."
I am looking at it from a positive angle. It means you have recovered to the point of supersensitivity, which is actually a good sign of dopamine detox and recovery of sensitivity to dopamine.
Kegels are a very good...
Posting here after quite a few days.
My wife recently recovered from COVID. And we got back to having sex.
As of today 27th Jan 2022: no PMO (18 days up!)
I have already noticed vast improvements
1. Able to hold an erection for much longer
2. Merely touching my wife with sexual intention...