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    To be a better version of myself.

    Day10
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    To be a better version of myself.

    Day 8
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    To be a better version of myself.

    Day5
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    To be a better version of myself.

    Day 3
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    To be a better version of myself.

    Day 1
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    To be a better version of myself.

    Day 6 there possibly couldn’t have been more going on today after work. I spoke with my therapist about not indulging in myself with either P, PMO, or MO. right now my relationship with my wife is not sexually intimate nor would be sexually intimate for an extended time or maybe never again...
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    To be a better version of myself.

    Day 4. kicking ass man. Definitely in a certain zone right now. A good one. my wife is going out in a little with my daughters and I’ll be home alone. Always a trigger for me to initiate PMO. The upside is that I have been up since 10pm yesterday after a 2 hour nap, worked 12 hours, and...
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    To be a better version of myself.

    It was a very quick post yesterday. Wanted to just get it out there that I am PMO free. I decided to reset my counter not due to relapse but all in all not feeling like I was doing what i feel I should be doing. tonight is dinner for my mothers birthday so I get to be around loved family. 1...
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    To be a better version of myself.

    Day3 I was able to abstain from PMO the entire day. Looking forward to this weekend.
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    To be a better version of myself.

    Day 2 Feeling exhausted and unmotivated. It’s at times like this when my back is tense and I just want to unplug. By unplug I mean PMO. what I really need to do is just take a couple of deep breaths and work past it. The tenseness will go away. I just need to focus on finishing this project...
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    To be a better version of myself.

    Day 1 Looking for to today. Communication with my wife has been gradually getting better. As a family we have been going through a whirlwind of busyness that has kept me away from PMO. during those down times though the urges are so strong. My wife told me after our daughters first...
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    To be a better version of myself.

    After being PMO free for over thirty days I feel it is in my best interest to start over. I was not logging in and writing my feelings daily. My struggles and how I faced them. This is my sole means of accountability and I don’t feel I was true to me being clean. So as of today I’m going to...
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    To be a better version of myself.

    Day 22 I have not been journaling and I feel that is making me less accountable for my actions. If anything it forces me to realize I can slip back into old habits. Habits that almost ruined my life. I would take so much time out of my life consuming P and indulging in PMO. It is so easy...
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    Miles to Go

    Dude try and stay positive. I know it’s hard. Our mind is our worst enemy. Try and look into a new hobby or anything to occupy time. Get yourself into a better headspace anyway that you can without PMO. If you need anything reach out man.
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    To be a better version of myself.

    Day 18 3/2 Day 19 3/3 work has been stressful. Went full throttle all day and didn’t stop until I sat down to eat. I went to get my daughter and forgot my wife asked me to get her some wine. Now don’t get me wrong we need a way to unwind and she was looking forward to it. well I forgot the...
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