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  1. Ezel

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Day 0. I relapsed early this morning, it's like I'm not the same person who went 90+ days monk mode like if it was nothing. Just two days ago i was in a flatline, i barely thought about porn or masturbation, back then you can't make me look at porn even if you pay me to. But this morning the...
  2. Ezel

    Withdrawals

    Hang in there partner, just keep pushing through it, your mind is playing tricks on you to make you go back to porn. Believe me, i just came back from there 6 days ago, it is not worth it my friend. You're doing great. God bless.
  3. Ezel

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Day 6, no po, no mo, (monk mode). @Escapeandnevercomeback @TryingHarder thank you guys for the support.
  4. Ezel

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Day 5, no po, no mo, (monk mode).
  5. Ezel

    It ends here.

    You got this champ, there's no benefit in going back, only regret and shitty feelings. Stay the course ☺️😊.
  6. Ezel

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    I'm in a flatline right now, i really don't feel any urges when it comes to porn or masturbation. I'm at peace with myself. Man, i love flatlines 😂😂. I really wish if it could go on like this forever, that way i won't have to battle the demons sleeping inside my brain when they wake up. I know...
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    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Day 4, no po, no mo, (monk mode). Thanks GBS i needed to hear that, i was thinking 🤔 about this 3 months curse where I always relapse, i can only recall once when I reached 4 months of no pmo, telling myself you will never surpass 3,4 months and then back at it. But you are right, every day...
  8. Ezel

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Day 3, no po, no mo, (monk mode).
  9. Ezel

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Thanks my man, i will give it a shot. I appreciate your support. Keep doing your thing champ, God bless.
  10. Ezel

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Day 2, no po, no mo (monk mode).
  11. Ezel

    One day is a time.

    YEAH BWOI, keep going my man, you got this champ 🏆🥇.
  12. Ezel

    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    That's my BWOI, keep it up, i like your attitude, God bless 💪😎💯.
  13. Ezel

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Day 1, no po, no mo (monk mode). Here we go again, wish me luck 🤞🍀.
  14. Ezel

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Sorry guys I let you and myself down, i relapsed after 110 days of no pmo. I honestly can't comprehend how did it happen. After that I fell into A state of sorrow and dispair. And started thinking that I'm trapped in this closed cycle of (relapse, withdrawal, relapse) for life. What made it...
  15. Ezel

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Day 110/200, no po, no mo (monk mode).
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