Recent content by Onmyway19

Congrats my guy. Over a year porn free, and more importantly, taking steps beyond abstinence, to give yourself a better life. Thanks for inspiring and supporting all of RN. I knew we would make it. Proud of you friend.

Appreciate all your support and you sharing your journey with us all. Stories like yours, and I suppose mine, give people hope that they can achieve what they've come here for. Keep inspiring, friend

Probably because I rarely put my 2 cents in anymore. Lol. You also inspire my friend. Though I don't say much on here anymore. I do read quite a lot. Your journey and the way you tell it is quite inspiring, and all of RN is better for you sharing with us. Keep fighting,

A year ago today I started this journey. Frankly it was much longer than that, but it's only really been the last year that I found traction and success in this battle. An entire year without searching for naked strangers online. 365 days without wasting a single second, searching for something...

Happy New Year RN friends! Its been a while and just wanted to touch base. Honestly, life has been throwing some shit piles at me pretty consistently. Lol. Work has been crazy busy, wife is back to work full time, stess from my parents move and Dad's declining health, not to mention the...

Things have been difficult lately. Not P related, just life in general. It's a lot, dealing with my father's decline in health, work stress, holiday stress, Life is testing me lately for sure. Though I've had no urges to look at porn, I've had a lot of fantasies and just sexual thoughts in...

Thank you Jlied. My dad is 74, but has always kind of acted like a toddler, so its honestly not that much different🙄. Its hardest on my mom. I honestly don't know how she's still with him after all he's put her through. Doctors told him long ago to stop drinking or this would happen. He...

I had a pretty profound experience yesterday. One that most of us may never get to experience. A very symbolic moment that I thought would bring me more joy than it did. My dad is battling dementia and really isn't much longer for this earth. He still functions but is clueless 90% of the...

Just wanted to touch base and wish everyone here a Happy Thanksgiving, for those of us state side. I have so much to be thankful for this year and RN is definitely near the top of that list. I'm grateful for the bonds and friendships I've created here. For the infinite support I've received...

This isn't a path for the faint of heart. Especially in the beginning, there can be far more hard days than good days. Eventually that scale tips in our favor, when we stay on the path we know is true. If you're struggling, don't give up. If you keep relapsing, don't stop trying. When it feels...

Thanks my friend. It truly is so much better on this side

I've been pretty quiet on here, but definitely for good reasons. My life is at a point where I dont feel the need to journal every couple days, hell even once a week. My mind isn't isn't in conflict any longer, I'm as sure as I've ever been in my life, that I have what I've always truly wanted...

This. When we cross lines we know we shouldn't have crossed, is probably the most important and hardest thing to do. Until I was able to understand this, it was very hard to start any type of healing or recovery. Some days are gonna hurt. Lots of days early on. But the days get easier, as long...

Tought times, create tough people. Be proud of the battles you've fought, and the journey you're on.

I know how you feel. Believe me. What brought me here was my dick not working. It took me learning I have to fix my head and my heart beforehand. Learning to deal with life's stresses and not turning to P or other sources of dopamine to cope. Finding good habits to replace the damaging...