Recent content by CellarDoor409

Hey all! A question has arisen in my mind that I want to clarify: My porn addition and PMO has completely rendered me unable to have sex with my wife. At all. In fact, the number one driver behind this entire Reboot endeavour of mine is to be able to one day regain the ability to do so. I read...

I am utterly stuck, I feel so trapped and hopeless... to ANY guy who has overcome this beast... you are an absolute HERO and I want you to know how deeply I understand how hard you fought, and how intense the addiction is, and how deep the pit is... where I am right now. Its a dark, dark place...

THank you for your response, I just really needed that clarified. I am questioning whether ot not I can actually do this, I feel so trapped :(

Just like the title says, I was wondering if a reboot meant that you cannot MO or cum AT ALL, or if its Ok to just use your brain without any sensory input (porn) at all? I am not sure if "Your Brain On Porn" covers this or not but its an immediate question I have! I am trying soooo hard to...

Im actually doing well also!! No PMO all week!! Keep it up! Are you still on your streak?

Surprisingly mine did too!! Lets keep it up! In more ways than one ;)

Im here with you brother, Day 2 for me as well. Let's try to keep each other's cadence! We cannot give up... there is just too much on the line.

Hey bud, Sorry I have been awful at keeping in touch... I went into a few months of relapse and I really did not realize how serious and evil this addiction really is. I promise to do better... hopefully I haven't lost you as an Accoutability Partner! I really do need people on my side.

Hey! How have you been since April? Please don't think I do not want to be Accountability Partners, I really do... and i am in a better place to do it now (I hope). I spent the last few months in serious relapse. I have NOT realized how seriously this addiction is, and how strong and how evil...

Hey SoberRich, I am on my third serious attempt at a genuine Reboot... two other times I failed miserably and relapsed like CRAZY. I'm back on Day 1 again... and I am going to do it right this time. If you want to be Accountability Buddies, let me know!

Yes! I would love to be accountability partners... we all need as many as we can get. Yes you are right, at least I know that admitting this problem and confronting it is the most effective way of dealing wtih it... this is something that is definitely not focused on enough. When I was...

@Onmyway19 and @particularly_respecting Thank you so much for your encouragement! And for believing in me. Lets stick together for this whole ride. I've just underestimated the power of this by a ton. This is so much harder than I ever imagined. When I FIRST first started, I was so determined...

Ugh, I can't lie to you guys, I just relapsed again. This is so fucking hard. I'm honestly getting embarrassed even posting here... I don't deserve to share a forum with everyone here doing so well... please dont think Im a complete fuck up, I really REALLY do want to Reboot... I HAVE TO! Im...

Yes, that is the positive for sure! Came SUPER close to another relapse yesterday but I held out. It hurts... it physically hurts! I don't know how anyone does this... its so freakin hard. Please tell me it gets easier!

Hey everyone, Sorry Ive been away for a while, work has been busy and... I wont lie I relapsed again. THIS IS LITERALLY THE HARDEST THING IVE EVER DONE IN MY LIFE. Its since been about 10 days since my relapse, and Im feeling really on edge and absolutely uncomfortable... I've looked through...