Recent content by NightyEight

Hi Guys, I have slipped. I needed to keep my lessons closer to myself. August was my last post here and I have not watched any form of porn or even images by acting out until February 2023. My lust was under my control. I moved in with my girlfriend in December, and until February it was good...

Niceee. I suddenly developed character quitting porn and I don't find it funny. I find porn funny. Keep going man :) :)

90+ semen is lubricant to life. Good things started happening ever since I fought against watching porn. Great 2 years it has been. What else can i say? Feeling grateful at the moment. Maybe call it a "benefit" and rejoice doing this. Ok bye. Will be coming back again.

Checking in 80+ . I had the biggest boner which upon seeing, surprised me. Without any stimuli. I need to sit down and think what changed. I am a different person, I can feel it when I itself walk. I have been sleeping 5hrs from a couple of weeks but still get through the day even after I...

Somewhere between 70-75 days. Any suggestions on what to expect ahead and help retain? I recently had these random urges recently but I did not give in. Morning wood is back since day 50. I would like some tips from people who have walked this path ahead

Hey brother! You only truly FAIL if you give up. Please continue and even though you feel like shit when you relapse, you will find solace in future when you look back. Try reading Porn Free - Matt Dobschuetz. That book hits hard where you need to. Other books like Treating Porn addiction, YBOP...

Nice to be back here. On a 60 day+ I believe. Morning wood and boners are back! Going good in life. Semen inside helps. Don't plan on having sex with my GF anytime soon because I need the energy to power through my career and make something out of this life. I am still a virgin so having not...

Ok guys I have a girlfriend now and I am on 45 days+. Explained her my addiction struggle and looks like she will support me. Told her about what a semen is to a man who retains it and seems like she understands that too. Finally I have a partner who is ready to be an accountability partner too...

Sorry Guys for not being active, I relapsed and was so angry that I didn't wanna come back here. I relapsed again after a 5 day streak and needed something solid. I got a copy of 'Porn-Free' and it was an amazing book. The author explains the addiction well and he doesn't actually solve your...

Day 8 update Was having strong urges to take a peek at boobies. Was resisting hard. Wondered if it was because of the sexual tension, and it struck me that I never masturbated without porn after discovering it. I thought it would reduce my urges too. So went ahead with it, and OMG I didn't feel...

Thank you Lucas for your kind words, I think the only way through is to resist the impulses in the moment. This little pleasure is something that our minds always remember, atleast in recovery. I hope you are doing well on your journey and wish you good luck! I was reading up a book named...

I use all my devices in the living room, never allow myself alone in the bedroom with a device for my ongoing streak. Learned my lessons from the past failures. I am serious about the fight this time. My form of sexual stimulation are images and not videos, so I am not into extreme material...

Currently on day 6. My two streaks highest streaks were 60 and 37 days. I remember losing control of myself when I was sitting in front of laptop when mind was so fidgety that I opened up the private window and started searching in a span on 6 seconds. The reaction in my experience was...