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The text formatting icons here are not functional anymore, or I'm I the only one experiencing this 🤔 I mostly use bold and emojis though... To format a text as bold, I wrap it around two special characters like this: "["B"]"<text_here>"["/B"]" (without the quotes) e.g text here. I had to add...

Day 17 No PMO Day 6 No MO Another day gone 😁 Yesterday night was very pivotal. I was unable to sleep for about 2 hours after I laid down and I successfully kept myself from not resorting to MO until I finally slept. This has never happened before 🙂

It's now 17 @Blondie 😁

Thank you very much for your advice @Galatians51 I know how to MO without fantasizing or thinking about P, and I have done it many times but I've noticed this is not common. What really affects me is that I'm also addicted to MO itself apart from PMO, so when I do it, I do it compulsively and...

This was so beautiful to read 😍

Day 16 No PMO Day 5 No MO Just checking in... Last 2 days have been wonderful. Not so much urges to deal with and I've been more active and full of life.

Day 14 No PMO Day 3 No MO I got my double digits but I MO'ed last Thursday, the same day I was really stressed. I followed that pattern until Sunday when I was able to break it (really because it was as if I was completely drained). I didn't escalate to P which I'm really grateful for, because...

Day 8 No P(MO) Still keeping up the fight. Double digits in view. Feeling really stressed out from work, tonight would be a major fight since stress is a huge trigger

The addiction steals a lot from us while giving us almost nothing in return. Worst bargain ever!

Day 6 No PMO, No MO Yippeee!! I came here today. Urges has not been really serious. With time, I know it's going to harder...

Hey @DmdsDmt, I'm also very well aware of the feeling of relapse and the disastrous cycle that comes with it. I joined this community in May and I've relapsed so many times than I can count and I also stopped writing here too. I started my reboot again about 5 days ago. I just want you to know...

Day 5 No PMO, No MO Haven't been around for the past 3 days 🙃. So much for writing everyday, but I've kept up with the reboot and I'm 5 days through :) I don't want to be too hopeful, but I can already see signs of myself coming out of the flatline and anhedonia that has been tormenting me for...

Thanks @SmokenMirrors

Thanks so much @Blondie

Day 1 No PMO, No MO It's been long I have been here, and of course, I've relapsed so many times since my last post :rolleyes:. I came back to this forum about 2 weeks ago after a pretty bad relapse and I have mostly been reading other messages and journals to keep up. I especially saw again the...