Recent content by Jacksonm37

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    Did I relapse?

    That’s what killed me. Fantasizing about sex with a real girl made me finish with porn. You’re definitely right better to just let all my thought go and distract me rather than potentially ruining my reboot again. I did have a wet dream last night so I think that’s a pretty good sign.
  2. J

    Did I relapse?

    Mainly I just try to distract myself which I should do. But what you mentioned is really helpful. Thinking of my goal and what I want to accomplish and get back ( mainly healthy sex life) will definitely help me to stop thinking about it. I read in multiple places that it’s bad to daydream about...
  3. J

    Did I relapse?

    I was masturbating to thoughts at first but then I watched porn to finish. Porn is porn even if I watched for only a couple seconds. Also I wanted to start with a fresh hard mode reboot. I had too many things happen in my first try.
  4. J

    Did I relapse?

    Thank you. I really wanna beat this so I don’t want to take any short cuts. I do have a question. Do you have any advice on how to distant mind from thinking about sex?. I workout and play sports but even then I’m thinking about it most of the time. The only time I don’t think about it is when I...
  5. J

    Did I relapse?

    Thanks for all the replies and advice. Unfortunately it led me to watch porn. I only watched it for a couple seconds since before I was already masturbating I just needed something to help me finish. But still I’m resetting porn is porn even if it was for a couple seconds. There were much more...
  6. J

    Did I relapse?

    So are you saying don’t reset my counter?. I’ve been pretty good at hard mode. I have no desire for porn anymore, it’s all about real sex for me. Unfortunately I can’t with her right now because she is at college, and then she is going on vacation. But we plan to when she gets back. But before...
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    Did I relapse?

    I went hard core reboot for the 27 days, until tonight when I FaceTimed the girl I like and we masturbated together. I did see some real good benefits in the short time. My erections were a little harder and lasted a lot longer. I still had problems with premature ejaculation but that will...
  8. J

    Did I relapse?

    Just in case I FaceTimed the girl I like. Not some of those like webcam girls.
  9. J

    Did I relapse?

    Unfortunately I did slip. We FaceTimed at night and we masturbated together. It was so hot. But now I feel ashamed because I had a good streak going. Well time to start again. This time I know what to do and to be prepared for so I feel like this time will be very very good.
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    Did I relapse?

    Hi everybody, so I’m new here but not new to the reboot. I’m 26 days free of porn and I don’t crave it. But I do crave real sex. Today I edged to the thought of having sex with this girl I like, I stopped myself before I came mostly because I didn’t want to lose what I had going. Does this...
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