Recent content by Believer

And the nightfall is on my weird fetish, just want to get out of this shithole

It is so true, it has been a long time and I have consumed my fetish for a few minutes in last 6-7 months and even when I am on hard mode, my wet dreams get off with a fetish, that kind of takes me back to the place I want to come out from

I had reset my counter thinking of wet dream as a relapse. But this is second time in a week. Ideally it is my day 7 but I had wet dream on day 2 and day 7 now. Something is definitely wrong with me. I am on a hard mode, no TV, no Youtube, no woman absolutely nothing yet I have hardly any sleep...

By the way, when you say guys who are not getting their libido back, what time frame do you have in mind?

Thanks a lot Oscar. Yeah most of the posts in here on PIED are pessimistic and given that I have also been rebooting on and off but not seeing the change that I want to see I am getting hypochondriac. As far as my anxiety goes, the thing is, I have overcome my PIED 5 years ago and that time too...

This is day 6 in progress. However, I have an update for you guys. So my observation is that I have constant anxiety and head pressure and it feels like a painful neck and some obstruction behind the nose. But when I work out, I literally feel something moving/expanding inside my head. Once that...

Oscar, could you please let us know what the problem and its solution was? Might help us who are anxious

Yes, 4 days back I relapsed by MO. I have been P free for around 11 days as of now

Hey @Blondie, I'd be needing that support man!!! Did you read my story?

Day 4 today. I have brought down my porn consumption by a big extent. And I need support/accountability partner to get going. Anyone who can, please help!!!

Looking at your timelines, I suggest that stop looking at anything related to sex. TV shows, movies, social media, even real life women and continue this for at least a year. Although my best guess is, you would need even more time than that. Just think of it as a spring, you stretch it and...

Bro, sorry for your state. But I guess, time and only time WILL heal you

As you asked about usage on last couple of years, I'd say it is more about hopelessness and frustration. As I had told you, I had recovered once, but then the second time I put myself into this, I tried everything that I had done before, but this time I failed and I kept going back because of...

Hey @downhillfromhere. Thanks for the reply. My story: I started with porn at around 17. My reason was escape, I was caught in a very difficult position, where a conspiracy from others had almost destroyed my years of hard work, something like, you are a noble priest who wakes up one day on a...

Guys, just like tommyvercetti I am at a very low point where I don't know if I'd ever heal. This thought just keeps plaguing my mind every moment. I humbly request you all to support me on my journey, please. Thanks