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I keep coming back here with a new post to seek advice. It’s like every time I start to get into a rut of overthinking, I post here to...

I get it, @Donewiththis. There is so much of this struggle that is hard for anyone not going through it personally to understand, and...

Stay strong @SimonM. None of the eye candy is worth the achievement of beating this. You can do it. You're doing amazing.

Thanks for sharing that with me, @Gracie. That is exactly what I've been doing, maybe not those exact words, but our latest discussion...

Hey Downhill, sorry to hear about your relapse brother, but I see you're back up and going forward mightily! Yes YouTube can be a...

Congrats on completing 3 weeks @SimonM. I've read through your whole journal now and there are a lots of similarities to my own...

If it wasn't for not wanting to restart my count publicly here then I'd give in today. I feel the urge and the voices say it's ok to...

Feeling really weak right now. I want to close door and give in. I know where to go... what to look at... the euphoria. The numb...

Monday. Often the hardest day of the week as I am alone in my office all day... and I feel like I have lots of time to make up for...

Thank you @SimonM for the encouragement. It really is all about honesty. You'll see that even more in my post below if you choose to...

Day 4 (yesterday) I didn't get to post this yesterday as I was again buy with the family dropping my daughter off at camp for the next...

@downhillfromhere - I'm sorry to hear about your relapse. I am relatively new here but in reading so many threads with multiple...

Thanks @Ezel! Thanks @First_step_thousand_miles! Yes, a year is in my sights now! Hey @SmokenMirrors, life is definitely better on...

Day 3 I was very busy with the family yesterday and wasn't able to post here, but I'm happy to say that so far, things have been a bit...

Wow. I just found all this yesterday and have just started my journey but just wanted to say reading through this journal has been so...