Recent content by John919

Not sure if i should count this as day 171 or 12 seeing as I had a very brief relapse that lasted maybe 30 minutes 12 days ago. Suppose I should just say day 12 as long as it doesn't get to me. Maybe I'll pretend its day 171 until I get far enough in again that I feel really great about it haha...

26 days is a great streak man. Good you come on here as a reminder when you feel like relapsing

I hope you make it through this man! Think of the sense of accomplishment you'll have if you do

Wishing you the best of luck man. I started looking at porn at a similar age and it really screwed my brain up. PIED is no joke. A week completely free is huge! Remind yourself how well you're doing even if the steps seem small.

Thank you for taking the time to read it. I do appreciate that and will use the resources and try to participate

I've decided to finally tell the whole truth of my story here. Even when I was briefly seeing a therapist for this specifically I redacted and changed details. I don't know why. I guess because it's embarrassing. This is going to be quite long but if even one person reads it and it resonates...