Recent content by G.123

Day 102. Been ruminating on my last post and wondering if me using viagra and O’ing when having sex is delaying my reboot and I have decided that I’m going to try having sex but not O. I just re-read some of the guidance on here which has been really helpful. I am seeing the girl tomorrow and we...

Day 100! No porn, no masturbation. I have been seeing a girl and we have had sex maybe 7 times now and I have O when we have had sex. I’ve still had to use viagra every time. I tried once without the viagra and it wasn’t happening. I’m still not getting morning wood very often. So I’m not...

Day 31. Think this must be the longest I have ever gone without O! Still feeling strong. I seem to wave between flatline and cravings for porn or some sort of sexual stimulus but I am trying to use my meditation practice and just acknowledge the thought and let it go, no urge to act on it and...

It’s been 18 months since I joined this forum. Has been interesting to read back over my posts, but also kind of depressing to think that my life hasn’t moved forward as much as old me thought it might have. So I turned 37 last week, my divorce has gone through and I got made redundant 6 months...

Day 5. I have downloaded an app called ‘I am sober’ which I am finding useful to keep tracking progress. Feeling good so far but I know I have gone a lot longer than this only to fail so got to keep going this time. Just keep telling myself that I’m 36 year’s old, getting divorced and my life...

Yes mate 100%. Is good to have some accountability to succeed on this so if you feel like being weak and giving in to temptation just think about how much better it would feel to post on here that you were strong and didn’t give in 💪 I’ll make sure I keep checking in with you!

Not been on here for a while. Interesting to read how far I got previously with like a month off of it. But last few months I have let myself go. It was my 36th birthday on 12th January so using that as day 1. Need to grow up and get a life! My wife moves out at the end of the month so this year...

Hey man, I’ve not been on here for a few months but I’m back and trying to kick this habit again! Glad to see you are still active on here and doing well. Hope you have had some success these last couple of months?

Day 24. Hard to believe I have got to 24 days with no O, MO, PMO, nothing! I thought I had entered the flat line but definetly haven't as spent a fair amount of time recently looking at instagram pics and even scrolling through an escort site, no intention of using an escort but was clearly just...

Hey man, thank you for the message, really appreciate the support. Sorry for the late reply, I've been trying to keep myself busy so not been on here for a few days. You are spot on that we need to keep striving for self improvement, I've felt down and weak these last few days but I keep telling...

Day 18

Day 17. Seem to be more in control of urges now but I have two days working from home and then going for drinks at the weekend which can weaken my resolve so I recognise I need to remain viglilant. I have worked out that my 100 day count would be 6th December. I have saved my annual leave and...

Hi mate, I've been in the doldrums recently so not checked in on your thread but I came on here tonight to specifically check in with you! Well happy about your date and sex with the girl. It is good that you are recognising early whether she is right for you or not but I say give it a few more...

Day 15

Thanks man. Appreciate the support from someone that has been through divorce. I appreciate your perspective on things too, like it is these hard challenges that make us all stronger.