Recent content by G.123

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    For my unborn

    Day 24. Hard to believe I have got to 24 days with no O, MO, PMO, nothing! I thought I had entered the flat line but definetly haven't as spent a fair amount of time recently looking at instagram pics and even scrolling through an escort site, no intention of using an escort but was clearly just...
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    For my unborn

    Hey man, thank you for the message, really appreciate the support. Sorry for the late reply, I've been trying to keep myself busy so not been on here for a few days. You are spot on that we need to keep striving for self improvement, I've felt down and weak these last few days but I keep telling...
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    For my unborn

    Day 18
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    For my unborn

    Day 17. Seem to be more in control of urges now but I have two days working from home and then going for drinks at the weekend which can weaken my resolve so I recognise I need to remain viglilant. I have worked out that my 100 day count would be 6th December. I have saved my annual leave and...
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    Starting again

    Hi mate, I've been in the doldrums recently so not checked in on your thread but I came on here tonight to specifically check in with you! Well happy about your date and sex with the girl. It is good that you are recognising early whether she is right for you or not but I say give it a few more...
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    For my unborn

    Day 15
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    For my unborn

    Thanks man. Appreciate the support from someone that has been through divorce. I appreciate your perspective on things too, like it is these hard challenges that make us all stronger.
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    For my unborn

    Day 14. Thanks @searching4good 2 weeks does feel like an achievement. I think I've reached the flatline as much less urging for MO or PMO. Just feel numb really! Probably doesn't help that I met my wife today for a further talk about our relationship. I moved out about a month ago but we have...
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    For my unborn

    Day 13
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    For my unborn

    Day 12. Still feeling determined but this isn't getting any easier. Found myself looking at pictures on Facebook which I know is not good so I've app blocked Facebook and Instagram again. Miss my wife like crazy and just wish I could fast forward to the bit where I am normal and we are making...
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    For my unborn

    Yeah I am UK based. Manchester normally but I am in the Midlands at the moment as living at my parents house since the wife asked for some space. Has been good for me to have a different environment and the commute to work is only just over an hour so its doable!
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    Starting again

    Glad the presentation went well mate and congratulations on getting to the day 10 milestone! Keep those days ticking up!
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    Starting again

    Good luck with the presentation tomorrow mate. I am sure you will have a good feeling of relief when that is done and some of your anxious thoughts will subside. Do not get home and watch P. You are stronger than that. I believe in you mate so do not let me down. I know this is difficult and...
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    For my unborn

    Day 10 done. Nearly had my first wet dream of this reboot last night, woke up right before I O'd. Sad thing is I was dreaming about watching sex, not actually having sex myself, I guess that is how badly I have wired my brain to see porn or watching sex as the stimulus rather than actually being...
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    For my unborn

    Thanks man, appreciate the message. You're right that it feels great to move forward and not just sink into a downwards spiral. Another day stronger!
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