Recent content by arandomguy

Day 105 - stopped journalling but still going without P. Feels good to be back here today.

Day 81 - thinking about how I started on here and man I'm grateful for the progress. Days have been much easier and porn doesn't occur much to my brain now - when I get urges my mind is always on having a good time with my girl and nothing else. Those too can be destructive because I'm tempted...

Hey Sam.. it's been quite the while. Glad you're still fighting. When we stop fighting, that's when we lose. About effects on the body, I didn't realize how true that was until I was on this journey. The exhaustion and sloth that follows it is crazy bad. And that just adds to the list of sins...

Day 69 - it's been a good but busy day. Haven't had any urges today and happy for that. Also the first time in ages that I've journalled on back to back days. Happy days..

I should get one. Yeah, it's pretty crazy how sexualized everything is. Doesn't make recovery any easier.

Day 68 - I've fallen to MO again and wasn't pretty. Really erodes from the process. Hate it so much. Felt a really really strong urge for P today..ended up M'ing. Going on to twitter to pass time and seeing something very sexual on the trendlist made it worse. My whole body wanted me to click on...

Great work man! It does..but you have to have something else occupying your mind in it's place. Otherwise it doesn't really. But some days are just as hard, just further in between.

Day 61 - 60+ days in. Very grateful for the progress 💯 We keep pushing

Day 53 - resolved today to leave twitter once again. I got back after a while due to a learning project and made a creeping habit of spending more and more time. I've realized it's getting harder to leave and easier to get tempted since then. I won't deactivate because of the project but won't...

Thanks man! Really hoping to get there and keep on till my time here is done.

Day 51 - no status updates the past 9 days. Not good. But thankfully I'm still counting the days. Day 60 coming soon! Edit: I couldn't have posted today without my gf pushing me!

Day 42 - getting really inconsistent now. It's been a busy week but that's no excuse.. I shouldn't be going this long. Grateful that I'm still on the journey. Started a bible reading plan with a friend to help each other on this.

Day 38 - M'd again today. I M'd last week during a low time and that set off a bad precedent. I want to completely avoid PMO. I'm grateful P hasn't been in the picture but I know once M becomes consistent, it's only a matter of time until P rears its ugly head again. That aside, I still hate MO...

Day 37 - it's been four days without journalling and I have much to say but I'm too tired rn. So just an update that I'm still going without P and feeling much better now, but also that I slipped up and felt really bad about it. I'll post more tomorrow hopefully.

Glad this is how you're doing after your previous post. Keep going man. There's a light at the end of this depressing tunnel.. remember this is a momentary affliction..the joy that is to come far outweighs it. And even this momentary affliction will become lighter with time as we rewire our...