Recent content by Zeile

Ha! After mentioning commitment and another fancy pants word, I totally forgot to post here yesterday. I wasn’t online much, so never even crossed my mind. Day 9 will be clean!

Day 7 - sex life is improving. Desire and confidence are back. Lazily scrolling through photos felt harmless until the light bulb went off for me. I truly feel a different level of commitment or gravitas this time.

Day 6 - not gonna dooit.

Day 5 - I remember this being easy until it wasn’t. I’m WAY more aware of ogling women through sports especially. For me, that was like quitting booze by sipping Coors Light.

Day 4 - Thanks for the input joepanic. I think for now I will just keep it to myself. But if the topic comes up, 100% full disclosure. My wife struggles with body positivity issues, so me quitting porn can be nothing but healthy. I fear that she’ll feel I see her as inadequate if I bring up my...

Day 3 - I've been super busy since returning. Haven't really had any desire to seek out porn of any kind. I think I learned quite a bit from my last half-assed effort. All in for myself and my family.

Day 2 - I feel way more ready and motivated to quit porn as compared to my original effort. Last time I was still watching videos of track and field events from time to time as a visual stimulus that sometimes led to masturbation. Last time I was lying to myself (but justified it as OK because...

Day 1 - no porn, no masturbation. make it so.

Hi. I was here sometime last year and faded away and returned to unhealthy behaviors. I can’t guarantee I’ll be the most reflective and responsive on this forum, but I can guarantee I will give my best effort to eradicate porn from my life. My wife and I have been working hard on our...

211 - Things are going well with reboot. I’ve definitely had some low mental health points, but I can’t say it’s related to reboot. More anxiety and stress related to work. Outdoor exercise, family time, connecting with old friends, practicing chess, extra effort preparing for work,and counting...

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keep up the good work. You just gotta keep livin’, man. L-I-V-I-N.

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