I relapsed some days ago and i feel terrible for That. I need to reflect on what went wrong That night and need some time to Rest. I will Take some time off and come Back soon again. One Thing ist for Sure, i will Not Stop moving forwards, there is No P in my life still, my values didnt Change...
Day 419
never ever again. only the real deal. to quote the man himself gary wilson from his book "do more of what your ancestors did because our brains are not used to todays supernormal stimulis". im not sure if he said it exactly like this but somewhat like this. and i still remember it until...
Day 402
i posted this a week or so ago. i actually changed my mind here. What i learned is that going on a tough diet and loosing kilograms this way is not worth. why? because it is not sustainable. I would lose some kilograms like last year but i will 99% gain them all back quickly after i go...
Day 401
Thank you brother!
"Enjoy your time because you only live now and today. Tomorrow you can't repeat yesterday and later will come sooner than you think! " Albert Einstein
Day 393
woke up at one night this week and was so pumped with dopamine for P that i neraly relapsed. that was crazy scary. there can be so much dopamine that its nearly impossible to get control back over oneself. i thank god did it but only with having that one little voice in my head "this...