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    celibate's journal

    day 125 I might temporarily stop trying to communicate as a substitute for flirting. It's difficult for me to find recipients who won't promote sex or sexuality, especially since some societies and groups seem to hinder my ability to find such people. I have been trying to communicate on a...
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    celibate's journal

    day 11X p-mode Well, sending SMS messages to people with my smartphone is illegal without their consent. So, I was thinking of quitting my quest to communicate with people who have infections. Also, a family member is in the hospital. I have to visit him nearly daily. If he dies then my whole...
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    celibate's journal

    day 102 p-mode I had an online chat some days ago with a woman who identified as "asexual." She was in a polyamorous relationship and was attracted to a man who molested his own daughter. I stopped chatting with her because she started to defend the child molester. Anyhow, I really started to...
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    celibate's journal

    My reading of sexual dangers is getting more critical. Within the 3.5 daily hours of my reading, I'm now alloting 2 daily hours to past records of sexual dangers. These past records communicate severe sexual damgers like severe symptoms of sexually transmitted infwctions. The past records also...
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    celibate's journal

    day 100 p-mode TODAY MARKS 100 DAYS WITHOUT WATCHING PORN!!!!!!!!! Last night was very strange. I was flirting with a woman who was defending a boyfriend who molested his own daughter. The woman herself was in a polyamorous relationship. Again, this is why I hate flirting online. These types of...
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    celibate's journal

    day 98 p-mode Well I knew MO'ing to female scam callers would be bad: I got a phone message from some random recipient. The message had an image that didn't show thankfully but it could've been a pornographic image from the scammers, trying to sexually manipulate me. The sender of the text...
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    Lazarus

    There are certain groups or societies that promote those ideas or thoughts. I avoid them. I avoid and downvote any Youtube video that devalues a man based on relationship status, even if it's a small joke. There is nothing proud about forcing a lesbian into a heterosexual relationship. There is...
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    celibate's journal

    day 95 p-mode Calling scammers to MO is really not fun. Like 80% of the phone numbers are not answered by a female. And when they are, I can't really MO during the call. The caller could be a male with a vooce-altering technology, transgender, or intersex. I don't treat those groups as sexual...
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    celibate's journal

    day 94 p-mode I've been developing a bad habit of calling female scam callers. It started a few days ago when I noticed I missed a call by a "Scam Likely" number. I dialed the number and was answered by a woman's voice that was not a robot. It was strange because I honestly thought most scam...
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    Lazarus

    There's no shame in resetting your counter. Everyone's goal is different though. If your goal is to simply avoid O but to watch P and do M, then you don't have to reset your counter. I personally could not watch P or do M on a daily or periodic basis without O. But again, everyone is...
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    Cam Girl Addiction: From Financially Savvy to Buried in Debt

    Do you think family would help you overcome this addiction, if they knew? Do you think they would care if the addiction is affecting your finances? Some families might care. It can be free help! I know my family doesn't really care. My dad is a pervert. My cousin is very likely a prostitute. I...
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    Cam Girl Addiction: From Financially Savvy to Buried in Debt

    Don't ever defend a female sexual predator. Was she trying to help you overcome your addiction or abusing you through it? Some of these women are ultimately just trying to get free shelter, food, money, and more things at the expense of your physical health (with sexually transmitted...
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    Cam Girl Addiction: From Financially Savvy to Buried in Debt

    There's a belief that marriage can help quell sexual desire or addiction. Maybe that works for some men. But I have read accounts of married men who struggle with porn addiction. I think it somewhat depends on whom you partner with. Some women actually prefer their partners to be sexual, as then...
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    Cam Girl Addiction: From Financially Savvy to Buried in Debt

    Maybe this might work. But honestly, some of these types of women just want your money. This seems like a huge gamble regardless of whether you relapse or not.
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    Cam Girl Addiction: From Financially Savvy to Buried in Debt

    These are some very awesome observations. You look at the glass as half full instead of half empty! You realize that this addiction won't change overnight, especially if it is habitual. It will take time and patience. You may make small mistakes along the way, but you are focused on the...
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