Recent content by masterymoves

42 weeks, 2 days of freedom Urges for porn still occur but are fully under control now. I want to transform that urge to another

38 weeks of freedom I've been M'Oing but without porn and this is fine. But I want a healthier way to do this. A more mindful way and less reactive. If anyone knows of guided audios or anything like this of meditative, feeling-focused masturbation to help retrain focus, let me know.

33 Weeks of freedom It's been a good couple weeks. A couple difficult eve's but I understand my sexual energy much better now. I realise it comes and goes and I don't feel attached to acting on it in the same way I used to. I will be reporting on here once a month from now on instead of trying...

31 Weeks of freedom Very busy couple of months. Lots of life changes.Had a few difficult times these weeks but any time porn has even floated in my mind as an option I remember all the devastation it caused me. So managed to stay strong. Had points of confusion but I feel grounded, calm, and...

23 Weeks, 4 Days of freedom Very tough week. Felt like I was close to a relapse. When I felt the urge coming on I moved my phone far away from me and went to sleep. Remembering my freedom streak and the pain it caused me kept me safe

22 Weeks, 4 Days of freedom Pretty good couple of weeks. I feel my awareness of my cravings is much clearer than it used to be and they don't bother me like they did. Much calmer.

Thanks, BabySteps, you've got this buddy! We have to face the darkness to find the light at the end of the tunnel! Keep learning, stay strong!

Exactly, you are not alone. None of us are. Even people who don't suffer in this area have urges in different ways for different things which dictate how they live. We all suffer from problematic cravings, it's human. We here on this forum are some of the strong ones which have realised our...

20 Weeks of freedom Very tough week. Just a lot of urges in general. Urges towards porn are almost nil but general sexual urges have been more difficult to manage this week

18 Weeks, 4 days of freedom Very cool and controlled week. Little to no urges. I've started doing this post on Fridays so the gap is a little shorter right now.

Thanks Masej, I appreciate your support! This journey is a tough one, I've had many moments of relapse in the past like you on Saturday, but you're exactly right. We just have to make sure we're not too hard on ourselves and figure out how we can make it less likely it will happen again in the...

18 Weeks of freedom A lil more tough over the last few days. Stronger urges but not towards porn, just general arousal which was a bit of a nusance.

Thanks man it's been working well. Appreciate your support!

16 Weeks 1 day of freedom It's been a while! I've been off my usual routines, made a lot of changes over the end of the year, but I'm back on updating this. No urges at all, my mind is directed in a very different direction now. Feel more grounded and clear than ever!

9 Weeks 1 day of freedom Libido is basically non-existent. Urges are non-existent too.