Brianstorm

Started looking at online porn when I was 9 or 10. Been trying to quit unsuccessfully since 2009 when I was 23 even before I knew porn addiction was a thing. I feel crazy and pathetic that I can't control my own body. I just want to be me and stay me all the time but when I look at porn I am completely gone. I have delayed ejaculation and haven't been able to orgasm from anything but my own masturbation.