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I've been dreading acknowledging it but I relapsed shortly after the last post. Everything kind of went downhill from there, although I...

Day 39 I had a close call after being in private and having alcohol in my system. I am not a fan of my behavior, tendencies and...

Day 38 I have just returned from a short vacation and experienced no urges whatsoever. Now that I am back home I had the experience of...

This is something I think we all go through. It's tough not to refresh, but you have to do your best to shut those thoughts down. When...

Day 30 I made it to one month, but the allure of porn stays strong. As long as I 'refresh' it in my mind, it feels like I will never be...

Day 28 Had a rough day focus-wise but managed to apply mindfulness practices as I said to great effect. It is hard to be satisfied with...

The binge drinking and self-harm were the first things that I quit. My therapist really drilled it into my head early on about how...

Day 27 Today I slipped further unfortunately, and was struck with deep regret late in the evening. I try to reassure myself that what...

Day 26 I feel myself slipping as I maintained less of the good habits I want to build. I survived today however, and tomorrow is a new...

I found it was super important for me to reflect on this (and I continue to reflect on it). What are the triggers? What was I doing when...

"When you're going through hell...keep going." (John Randall Dunn)

"One does not discover new lands without consenting to lose sight of the shore for a very long time." (Andre Gide)

I am well on my way to applying what you say and I agree. This is not something I want to actively work on when I am older when I have...

Day 25 I did what I said I would do, albeit after some urges struck. I kept busy throughout the day and feel satisfied and fulfilled. I...

Day 24 Had only one urge today and managed to exert some self control. Once again saying I should meditate tomorrow and get ahead of...