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    No porn anymore

    I will give it a try, thank you for the advice. Found the book.
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    No porn anymore

    Thank you for your thoughts. Maybe you are right and I don't start from day 0. I try to figure it out what was leading to this. Since October before quitting porn I started a healthy diet, did some sports every day. So I was getting in good shape and after surviving the flatline my sex drive...
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    No porn anymore

    I failed at day 39...and don't know why I'm so dumb. Still didn't watched porn but did cam2cam with guys for fapping 2 times, which falls into the same category for me. I'm very disappointed but now I start at day 0 :( I have no plan right now how to avoid that in future. Horrifying.
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    No porn anymore

    Day 36 Still porn free. Today I tried to masturbate, without porn, and it was very good. I hope I don't get the urge to do it more often now. Porn and everything about it doesn't play a role right now. I see my libido coming back focusing on the real life. I try to maintain a healthy balance...
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    No porn anymore

    Day 34 Right on track. Last ejaculation was 7 days ago. Today I wanted to test if everything works down there and started a little bit. I can confirm that it works and it's so much more sensitive. I had to stop very early because I was afraid to spoil it.
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    No porn anymore

    At this time not. I try to spend more time with my children and doing more sport. That helps.
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    No porn anymore

    Day 29 Nearly one month. Feels like several months for me. This week I have some time alone in the evening and these were the weeks with excessive watching. Today was ok because I was late at home. But currently I have no problems the whole day. I got the feeling I'm cured for the moment, but...
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    No porn anymore

    Day 27 Today I was the very first time! that I had sex with my wife and came in under 30 seconds. It was very unreal. So it seems my body responds to this and is reacting normal. I don't know if I should be happy because this is way to quick for me. But I think I can handle this. Best thing to...
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    No porn anymore

    Day 24 Quiet day. No problems at all. It seems to get normal. Next week it's the first week where I'm longer time alone in the evening. So this will be more challenging.
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    No porn anymore

    Day 23 Very good day today!
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    No porn anymore

    Day 22 Today was a very good day. Although very stressful at work there were no fantasies. I noticed that I'm more into sports since a week and feel fitter.
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    No porn anymore

    Day 21 Most time of the day I had no problems. I notice now that I have more desire for sex but my thoughts automatically go to masturbation. I lost my power to tell my wife I want sex and wait until she is making the first step. To fap and push away the urge seems to be easier. Never noticed...
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    No porn anymore

    Day 20 Today I had more free time than usual and I was playing at my computer and suddenly that urge to watch some porn kicked in, like I was bored and needed it. I could push that away but I realized that when I'm bored, that's my biggest problem. Despite of that everything is fine. I noticed...
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    No porn anymore

    Day 19 No problems. Right on track.
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    No porn anymore

    Day 18 No problems today. Had sex with my wife. I had to masturbate in the end to cum. Maybe I shouldn't do that, but it's hard to just end it. The feeling was much more great than in the past because of no porn.
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